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Sunday, May 6th, 2007
7:42 pm	WOW! Wow, I have not written in this thing in forever!  And I actually stumbled upon it and most likely would not have written in this if it wasn't for looking at Jessica's page.  eh. So school's done for the semester and it was fantastic. I did really well and am looking for a fantastic summer of crazy fun! I know I will be when I am playing with the jet skis and four wheelers. :-) All for now! Amber <3 Current Mood: anxious Current Music: How Forever Feels (1 Beaver | And Ducks)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
1:04 am	* Starting Time: 1:04 am * Name : Amber Margaret Rostkowski * Nicknames: tikki, Strawberry, Rusty, bitch, slut....etc. * Star sign: Capricorn * School: Eastern Michigan University * Color of eyes: blue/green * Hair color: dirty blonde * Shoe size: 7 * Brothers/Sisters: Kristopher * You live with: my mom and kris ------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ * Missed school because it was raining: no * Thrown someone in da bonfire?: DA bonfire? no * Been in a car accident: yes * Been hurt emotionally: Yes and it sucks! * Kept a secret from everyone?: right now...ugh i am so sick of secrets * Cried during a Movie: yea * If so what film: recently, Million Dollar Baby * Ever thought an animated character was hot?: no * Been on stage: yep * Been sarcastic?: of course ------------------FAVORITES------------------ * Shampoo: Anything that smells good * Fav color: Pink/Orange * Summer/Winter: Summer * Cartoon Characters: South Park * Drink: Orange pop * Food: taco bell * Movie: too many * Ice cream: vanilla * Subject: marketing * Animal: cat * Person: Sandra ---------------RIGHT NOW------------------ * Hair: Dark blonde and long * Wearing: sweats * Eating: nothing * Drinking: nothing * Thinking: "when will i get over this?" ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ * Cried: no * Met someone new: no * Cleaned your room: no * Drove a car: ya * Been ticked off?: ya ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------ * Yourself: some days yes, others no * Santa: no * Toothfairy: no * Angels: yes * Elves: no * Intelligent life in space: yes sir * Ghosts: hell yes.... --------------FRIENDS AND LIFE---------------- * Do you have a soul mate?: maybe * Do you have a boy/girl friend: :-( no * Do you like anyone: yes * Who have you known the longest: my mom * The loudest: Definitely Tiff * The shyest: Alena * Who has seen you cry: pretty much everyone * When have you cried the most: don't get me started * What is the best feeling in the world?: knowing you are loved --FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT-- * Silver or gold: silver * Diamond or pearl: diamonds * Sunset or sunrise: sunset * Do you sleep with stuffed animals: my stitch * Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured: my ankle * Do you have any piercings?: ears and belly * If yes, what?: i just said it. * Rain, sun or snow?: sun * How is the weather right now?: cold * Who won't respond: alot * Who will: i don't really care who * ending time: 1:14 Current Mood: awake Current Music: no more words ~ berlin (And Ducks)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
1:46 pm	[] I am bisexual or homosexual. [X] I've consumed alcohol. [X] I've run away from home. [X] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb. [X] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up. [] I am for Bush. [] I listen to political music. [] I collect comic books. [X] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [X] I open up to others easily. [X] I am keeping a secret from the world [X] I watch the news. [X] I own over 5 rap CDs. [] I own an iPod or MP3 [X] I own something from Hot Topic [] I love Disney Movies. [X] I am a sucker for hair/eyes [] I don't kill bugs. [X] I curse regularly. [X] I paid for that cell phone ring. [X] I am a sports fanatic. [] I have "x"s in my screen name. [X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation. [] I love Spam. [] I bake well. [] I would wear pajamas to school. [X] I own something from Abercrombie. [X] I have a job. [] I love Martha Stewart. [] I am in love with love. [X] I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [X] I am self conscious. [X] I like to laugh. [] I smoke a pack a day. [] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. [] I loved Go Ask Alice. [] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [X] I eat fast food weekly. [X] I have many scars. [X] I've been out of this country. [] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [X]I am really ticklish. [] I see a therapist. [X] I love chocolate. [X] I bite my nails. [X] I am comfortable with being me. [] I play video games. [X] I'm single [] I'm in a relationship [] Gotten lost in your city. [] Saw a shooting star [X] Been to any other countries besides the united states [X] I Had a serious Surgery [X] Gone out in public in your pajamas [X] I have Kissed a Stranger [X] Hugged a stranger [] Been in a fist fight [] Been arrested [X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator [] Made out in an elevator [X] Swore at your parents [X] Kicked a guy where it hurts [X] Been in love [X] Been to a casino [] Been skydiving [X] Broken a bone [X] Skipped school [X] Flashed someone [] Saw a therapist [X] Done the splits [X] Played spin the bottle [X] Gotten stitches [] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [X] Bitten someone [] Been to Niagara Falls [X] Gotten the chicken pox [X] Kissed a member of the same sex [] Crashed into a friend's car [] Been to Japan [X] Ridden in a taxi [] Shoplifted [] Been fired [] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex-??? [X] Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back [] Stole something from your job [X] Gone on a blind date [X] Lied to a friend [X] Had a crush on a teacher [] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans [] Been to Europe [] Slept with a co-worker [] Been married [] Gotten divorced [] Had children [X] Saw someone dying [] Been to Africa [X] Driven over 400 miles in one day [X] Been to Canada [] Been to Mexico [X] Been on a plane [X] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [X] Thrown up in a bar [] Eaten Sushi [X] Been snowboarding [] Been Skiing [] Met someone in person from the internet [] Been to a moto cross show [] Lost a child [X] Gone to college [] Graduated college [] Done hard drugs [X] Taken painkillers []Had someone cheat on you [X] Miss someone Current Mood: crazy (And Ducks)
Thursday, April 7th, 2005
12:25 am	(x) snuck out of the house ( ) gotten lost in your city (x) saw a shooting star (x) been to any other countries besides the united states (x) had a serious surgery (x) gone out in public in your pajamas (x) kissed a stranger (x) hugged a stranger (x) been in a fist fight ( ) been arrested (x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose (x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator (x) swore at your parents ( ) been in love (x) been close to love (x) been to a casino ( ) been skydiving (x) broken a bone (x) been high (x) skinny-dipped (x) skipped school ( ) saw a therapist (x) played spin the bottle (x) gotten stitches ( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (x) bitten someone (x) been to Niagara Falls (x) gotten the chicken pox (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex (x) kissed a member of the same sex ( ) crashed into a friend's car ( ) been to Japan (x) ridden in a taxi (x) been dumped ( ) shoplifted ( ) been fired ( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher ( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans ( ) been to Europe ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) been married ( ) gotten divorced ( ) had children ( ) seen someone die (x) had a close friend die ( ) been to Africa (x) driven over 400 miles in one day (x) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane (x) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) thrown up in a bar ( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire ( ) eaten Sushi (x) been skiing/snowboarding (x) met someone in person from the internet ( ) lost a child (x) gone to college ( ) graduated college ( ) done hard drugs ( ) tried killing yourself (x) fired a gun (x) purposely hurt yourself (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone right now Current Mood: blank Current Music: Burn ~ Jo Dee Messina (And Ducks)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
2:23 pm	Well You're so close to me...but i feel so alone... Hi everyone, It's def been awhile. Things have been way crazy with my life lately. I was suppossed to have jury duty today but, i didn't have to go. Unfortunately it will be rescheduled. I have a Sk8ing competition at Wyandotte on Saturday!...I'm kinda nervous since i haven't competed in 2 years. Everyone wish me luck! Oscar Party is next weekend. I can't wait!.... That's all! <3, Amber Current Mood: dorky Current Music: Fading Like A Flower ~ Roxette (And Ducks)
2:16 pm	SIGN: Capricorn NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dark blonde CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark blonde..i'm growing it out EYE COLOR: Blue/green BIRTHPLACE: Dearborn PARENTS: Sheri and Marc SIBLINGS: Kristopher LIVE WITH: Mom and Kris FAVORITE RELATIVE: Uncle Mike [FAVORITE] NUMBER: 4, 9, 1 COLOR: Red, Pink, Orange DAY: fridays MONTH: July SONG: right now it's Will You be the in the morning? FOOD: Mexican SEASON: Summer SPORT: Figure Skating and Softball. DRINK: Sex On The Beach VEGGIE: Anything except Lima Beans ______ [PREFERENCES] CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Cuddle more then make out but both are always fun CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? depends on the day MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Vanilla [IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU] CRIED? Umm actually no...almost though HELPED SOMEONE? yeah BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah..2 pairs of pants, a pink zip up hoodie, a ring, a necklace and 2 pairs of earrings GOTTEN SICK? no GONE TO THE MOVIES? no, been up to the theatre though GONE OUT FOR DINNER? does McDonald's count? SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yeah...but only to my cat WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no TALKED TO AN EX? no MISSED AN EX? no WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? LJ MISSED SOMEONE? yeah HUGGED SOMEONE? yep FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no ______ [NAME 10 BANDS YOU LISTEN TO] 1. Greenday 2. hoobastank 3. 3 doors sown 4. match box 20 5. Swtichfoot 6. Blink 182 7. BNL 8. Third Eye Blind 9. 10. [WOULD YOU EVER] 1. Eat a bug? no 2. Bungee jump? yeah 3. Hang glide? no 4. Kill someone? tempted 5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no 6. Kiss someone of the same sex? been there 7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no 8. Parachute from a plane? possible 9. Walk on hot coals? maybe 10. Go out with someone for their looks? no 11. For their reputation? no 12. Be a vegetarian? I should be 13. Wear plaid with stripes? sure 14. IM a stranger: yeah 15. Sing karaoke? yeah done that 16. Get drunk off your ass? yeah 17. Shoplift? nope 18. Run a red light? done that 19. Star in a porn video? ha...hmmm 20. Dye your hair blue? sure 21. Be on Survivor? nope 22. Wear makeup in public? yep 23. NOT wear makeup in public? ok 24. Cheat on a test? no 25. Make someone cry? done it 26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? done that 27. Kick a baby? No 28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? yea 29. Cuss out a priest? no 30. Take a job as a janitor? sure 31. Stay up all through the night? yeah 32. Drink straight espresso? yeah <3, Amber (And Ducks)
2:02 pm	1) First Name Spelled Backwards: Remba 2) Middle Name Spelled Backwards: Teragram 3) Last Name Spelled Backwards: Ikswoktsor Put it all together and you get: You're not stupid do it yourself .. 4) Your half birthday: June 30th 5) What type of milk do you drink? whatever's in the fridge 6) What is the most sentimental thing you own? My grandpa's blanket that's on my bed. 7) Have any imaginary friends? No. 8) When was the last time you brushed your teeth? This morning. 9) Do you listen to Christmas music in July? No 10) What is the first thing that comes to mind when I say January?: A new year. 11) May?: Mom's Birthday 12) November?: Thanksgiving 13) July?: Vacation 14) April?: School's out 15) February?: I hate valentines day 16) October?: Halloween 17) August?: Hot and sticky 18 ) March?: My Ice Show 19) December?: My birthday and Christmas! 20) June?: Summer 21) September? Back to school 21) What color is your blanket? Tropical...Palm Trees, the sand and ocean. 22) What was the last movie you bought? I don't know 23) Last CD you bought? Kelly Clarkson Breakaway 24) What radio station do you listen to? 99.5, 102.7, 93.1 95.5, 105.1, 93.9, 96.3, 100.3 25) Are you the only child, oldest child, middle child, or youngest child? Oldest. 26) If you do have brother(s) or sister(s) put them in alphabetical order, including yourself: Amber, Kris 27) Do you have anything on your bedroom walls? posters of everything 28 ) How many windows in your home? 15 29) How many pairs of shoes do you own? too many to count 30) What's the weirdest song title you've ever heard of? I have no clue 31) Whats the worst movie you've ever seen? Traffice and Supernova 32) Whats the worst CD you've ever listened to? Anything my brother owns 33) What US State would you NEVER want to visit? Kansas 34) What country would you NEVER want to visit? Iraq, Afghanistan 35) What is your least favorite color? Brown 36) What is your favorite flavor Fanta (the soda)? I like all 37) Do you have any scars? If so, tell me about them:too many to tell about 38 ) Do you know anybody in the Army, Navy, Marines, or any other group? yes, my cousin 39) What color goes good with Blue? White,Red, yellow 40) Green? Khaki 41) Gray? black. 42) Orange? Pink, black 43) Red? Black, white, blue 44) Yellow? Orange, Pink 45) Purple? Teal 46) What is your favorite character in 'Harry Potter'? I hate them all 47) 'Lord Of The Rings'? "" 48 ) 'Grease'? not picking 49) Have you ever seen 'Life Is Beautiful'? No. 50) What about 'Monsters Inc.'? Yes 51) Do you like Scooby Doo? Yes! 52) Describe your perfect place to live (imaginary or not): on the beach 53) Does your back hurt? umm yup. 54) Do you collect anything? do sk8ing medals count? 55) Have you ever been to camp? Which camp? Choir Camp, Sk8ing camp, summer camp 56) Do you have a car? If yes, do you call it anything? If so, what? Yes i have a Car and I no it doesn't have a name57) If you don't have a car, would you name it? No. 58 ) What is your perfect car? Sypder Eclipse Convertible 59) What family member are you clostest to? My mom 60) What family member do you wish you were closer to? My Uncle Mike 61) Do you concider pets as family? Yes. 62) Do you look at a calander daily? yeah 63) What is your least favorite holiday? Valentines if that counts Make up your own quote: dont really have one in mind. 64) Do you like getting air-mail? no 65) Would you ever go on a cruise? yea 66) How many phones do you have in your home? 1 house 3 cells 67) Do you own or wear a watch? own yes...wear no 68 ) Do you wear any jewelry? yeah 2 rings i never take off and then my earrings and belly ring 69) Where do you wish you were right now? something i never will be able to do 70) With whom? hmmmm, not falling for it 71) Doing what? whatever i want 72) Have you ever had a sepia photo taken of you? yep 73) What is your least favorite WB movie? Warner Bros...not sure 74) Do you own any hats? Is yes, what kinds? baseball hats 75) Do you own anything that is older then you? my moms dress that i wore to the Oscars last year 76) How many hours of sleep did you get last night? about 10....yay! 77) Have you ever seen snow? yes and i hate it 78 ) Have you ever won a ribbon? Yes. 79) Do you save old birthday/christmas/whatever cards given to you? yea 80) How many clocks are in your home? 10 81) Ever been to Disneyland? Yes. 82) Ever been to Universal Studios? no 83) Ever seen the cockpit of an airplane? yup. 84) Ever made a movie? no. 85) Geometry or Algebra? I hate both 86) Poems or Short Stories? Poems. 87) AIM or MSN? AIM. 88 ) MSN or Yahoo? Yahoo 89) AIM or Yahoo? AIM 90) Windows or MAC? Windows 91) What is your least favorite number? dont have one 92) What was the last thing you said? prolly a swear word 93) What are you sitting on? a chair 94) Have you been outside today? nope 95) What have you done today? got up and went on the computer 96) Do you like apple or orange juice? both 97) Do you like cats or dogs more? cats 98 ) What is your most favorite reptile? lizards 99) Would you rather fish or hunt? Fish 100) Are you sleepy? not really (And Ducks)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
11:47 pm	LOL... Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129 Username Sex MaleFemaleNot SureHELL, YEAH! Favorite Color Love of your life: rootchino Best sex of your life: serinto33 Will make you come 1000 times: meggocov Will break your heart: caligirl2002 Best Kisser: sweetstarky16 Best cuddler: emosoulchild You secretly dream of: doppleganger But this person dreams of you: asiatic7848 Will handcuff you and screw you silly: coldinoleum Quiz created with MemeGen! (And Ducks)
Friday, January 28th, 2005
7:00 pm	wow this is long...... ==About You== 1) Name: Amber 2) Age: 21 3) Sex: female 4) D O B : 12 30 1983 5) Eye Color: blue/green 6) Hair Color: dark blonde 7) Tattoos or Piercings? yep, a chinese symbol and a flower...and and 7 piercings 8) Personality: pretty cool i guess...until you piss me off, then i'm a bitch 9) Gay Or Straight? straightness 10) Anything Else We Should Know About You? i'm a big KLUTZ ==Favorite Things== 11) Foods: tortilla chips and salsa 12) Drinks: orange pop 13) TV SHows: Friends, 7th Heaven, Joey, ER, Golden Girls, Full House and The Nanny 14) Movies: Miss Congeniality, Keeping the Faith...and so many more 15) Bands: Green Day,Brooks And Dunn, Lonestar, Rascal Flatts, etc 16) Singers: Celine, Cher, Shania, Martina, Sara Evans, Keith Urban, Toby Keith, Kenny Chesney...etc 17) Alcoholic Beverages: Sex on the Beach 18) Places to chill: my room, my car 19) People: Joe, Meri, Kelly, Shae, K8, Alena, Nat, All my cool work peeps 20) Songs: I Got A Feelin', Party for two, Don't Walk Away, I Got A Crush On You, and You're My Better Half ==Your Life== 21) Where were you born? Oakwood 22) Where do you wish you could live now? somewhere warm...but i am going to NYC 23) Anything in life you wish you could change? there are lots of things 24) How's your life going? eh... 25) Is your life fun or boring? drama 26) Any goals in life: to reach my goals 27) Newest goal you want to reach: to save my money 28) Person you want to hook up with before you die? that's a secret 29) How's your living arrangements? total shit 30) Are burritos better than tacos? depends ==Dumb Questions & Not So Dumb Questions== 31) Do you believe in a thing called love (if so, listen to the rhythm of the heart)yes 32) Most embarressing moment: so many to tell 33) Happiest moment: about a couple of months ago....i was very happy 34) Are you on a diet? i need to be 35) Do you like Oprah? no 36) Do you like Dr. Phil? don't watch it 37) Do you think Michael Jackson should be put in prison for life? yes 38) Did R. Kelly molest children? yes 39) Does Donald Trump need a new hair style? yep 40) First time you realized life is too short: my last birthday 41) Favorite relative(s): Uncle Mike 42) Bestest Friend: Joe, K8, Kelly, Shae 43) CD's or LP's? cds 44) Isn't this survey great? no ==Best Things== 45) Best Road Trip: to florida 46) Best Ride (car, plane, helicopter, etc.): plane 47) Best Fast Food: taco bell 48) Best time you ever had with a girl (for guys) or guy (for girls): hahaha...not spilling ==Worst Things== 49) Worst Road Trip: on the way down to alabama 50) Worst Ride: like what roller coasters....then it's the mean streak 51) Worst Fast Food: pizza hut 52) Worst time you have ever had with a girl (for boys) or guy (for girls): ehhhhhh ==Have You Ever...== 53) Parachuted (if not do you want to?)gone parasailing 54) Ate Sushi? hell no 55) Listened to Led Zeppelin (if so, aren't they awesome!?) yes 56) Had a crush that the other person never found out about? yes 57) Slept in the nude? yes 58) Been rudely awakened (if so, how)? yes 59) Been shot (by gun of any kind)? does a nerf gun count? 60) Been thrown out of a window? how about through a door 61) Jumped out of a window? yes 62) Jumped off something very high? yes 63) Played laser tag? yes 64) Gotten a Brain Freeze so bad you felt like your head was going to explode? yes 65) Gotten annoyed by someone while driving? yes 66) Gone to a strip club? no 67) Gone somewhere tropical? Jamiaca and the bahamas 68) Watched A movie longer than 3 and a half hours? yes 69) Shop-lifted? no 70) Done drugs? no 71) Drank alcohol? yes 72) Been hit by a car? no ==Screennames and E-mails== 73) Best sn you ever had/have? elegantelapetite 74) Best Alias you ever had/have? 75) SN you want now: my old one back 76) E-mail address you'd like to have now: 77) Longest e-mail addy you've ever seen:none for all ==Clothes and Such== 78) Favorite Clothing Brand: Prada, Express, A & F, Hollister 79) Best place to shop for clothes? Express 80) Best shoe company: Aldo 81) Best place to shop for shoes? Aldo 82) Most expensive shoes you've ever bought? over a hundred 83) Like outfits to match or not? depends 84) Jock apparel or skater apparel more: jock 85) Do you mind if your clothes are dirty or have holes? yes 86) Like to wear chains or bling? no 87) What kind of clothes or shoes did you wish you have? MOre Prada, Dolce & Gabana, Seven, Dior, Juicy Couture... ==In The Future== 88) Do you want to get married? yes 89) Want to have kids? maybe 90) What do you want to be "when you grow up?" a singer 91) What is your most important goal you need to avoid? Don't screw anything up 92) Will you ever make a survey of your own? not a chance ==Stoopid Things To Get To Know You== 93) Shoe Size: 7 94) Hair Length: pretty long 95) Can you lift one eyebrow by itself? no 96) Double-Jointed? in some spots 97) Like Surveys? sometimes ==Romance== 98) What's a romantic thing you'd do for a girl/guy? anything 99) Does champagne add to the effect of a romantic evening? it might 100) Is cuddling, or sex more romantic to you? cuddling, guys last longer HA 101) Do you like to celebrate anniversaries in relationships? yep 102) Girls: Do you feel men should be treated like Princes (or whatever you wanna call em)? no 103) Candle-light dinner or snuggling up to a movie? both 104) Love or Crushes? love 105) Long-term or short-term? longterm ==What If...== 106) You were stranded on an island, who would you wanna be with? my best friend 107) You had to choose between giving up your girlfriend/boyfriend or your best friend? i couldn't do it 108) You were forced to do drugs or get your ass kicked?ass kicked 109) You could kiss any person(s), who would he/she/they be? its a secret..some of you know 110) You could talk with anyone (dead or alive)? my grandpa 111) You were elected President? first female 112) This life is only a dream? more lie a mightmare 113) There was no music? i would crawl in a hole and never come out 114) God and The Bible was a hoax? the world would have nothing to fight about 115) Your best friend turned out to be someone he really wasn't, would you still feel the same? no ==At The Movies...== 116) What kind of snacks and/or drinks do you like to get? pretzels/nachos candy and a drink 117) Where do you like to sit in the theater (front, back, very front, etc..)? back 118) Ever seen a movie in a theater alone (like NO ONE was in the theater)? just me and my friend 119) Ever cried in a movie? yea 120) Are any of these questions dumb so far, if so, which ones? no ==Get It On Da Floor== 121) Can You Dance (what styles)? lap dance, breakdance, modern dance 122) Wanna learn any kind of dancing? country 123) Know how to slow dance? of course 124) You have rhythm? ummm kinda 125) Do you like breakdancing (or at least watching it)? i like watching for the most part ==Night Or Day== 126) Is night or day better? day 127) Why? i like to see eveything 128) What do you like to do then? anything that is fun 129) Sleep good, or have trouble? both 130) You ever go out after curfew? i don't have a curfew ==Can You...== 131) Can you drive? yes 132) Can you sing? yes 133) Can you rap? not really 134) Can you draw? stick figures 135) Can you play poker? no 136) Can you tag (grafitti)? no 137) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no 138) Can you do a backflip? yes 139) Can you do a frontflip? yes 140) Can you skateboard? used to 141) Can you rollerblade? yes 142) Can you ice skate? i've been doin it since i was 6... 143) Can you pull your ears over your shouler like a contential soldier?no 144) Can you spell antidisistablishmentarism (oops just ruined that...)? yep just did the other day 145) Can you eat lots of food? yes ==You Can Go With This, Or You Can Go With That== 146) Beer or Soda? Pop 147) Cake or Ice Cream? cake 148) Go-Karts or Mopeds? go-karts 149) Stickers or Patches? Stickers 150) Snowboarding or Skiing? skiing 151) Ciggarettes or Gum? GUM 152) Mexican Food or Chinese Food? MEXICAN 153) Parties or Small Crowds? small crowds partying 154) Of Religious Belief or Athiest? lutheran 155) Didn't think this survey was gonna go this far? no ==Almost Done== 156) Did you take this survey all at once or in incriments? yes 157) Is this the longst survey you've ever taken? no 158) Boxers or Breifs? Boxers 159) Thongs or Panties? both, depends what u are wearing 160) Do you support gay marriage? i suppose, whatever makes you happy 161) Wierdest way you've ever fallen asleep? ive slept in some werid places 162) Longest you've ever stayed awake? prolly a day 163) Longest you've ever slept? 15 hours 164) Sleep with stuffed animals? yep me and stitch 165) Have any sort of rituals you do everyday? bathe lol ==Home Stretch!!!== 166) Whats your middle name? margaret 167) One thing you want to improve about yourself over the summer: get the bod i want Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: I Got A Feelin' ~ Billy Currington (And Ducks)
3:28 pm	TH E - 4 1 1 * [my name is]: Amber [in the morning I am]: bitchy [all i need is]: to be loved [love is]: something everyone should experience [if I could see one person right now]: hmmm....who knows the answer to this one? [I'm afraid of]: getting hurt [i dream about]: living a completely different life H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ? [actually seen your crush naked]: No [been in love]: thought so [cried when someone died]: Yes [drank alcohol]: yes [lied]: who hasn't W I T H - T H E - O P P O S I T E - S E X ? [what do you notice first?]: Eyes, smile [last person you slow danced with]: i have no idea... [worst thing to say]: anything that hurts [scruff or clean shaven]: Both [tall or short]: as long as he's taller than me..i don't care W H O ? [makes you laugh the most?]: Joseph [makes you smile]: Joe and.... [gives you a good funny feeling when you see them]: ... [easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: depends on the situation D O - Y O U - E V E R ? [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: no [save aol/aim conversations]: i used to [cried because of someone saying something to you]: yep H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ? [fallen for your best friend]: nope [been rejected]: yep [rejected someone]: yep [used someone]: no [been cheated on]: Yep [done something you regret]: Yes... W H O - W A S - T H E - L A S T - P E R S O N ? [you talked to]: Joe [hugged]: Joe [you instant messaged]: Mike [you laughed with]: Joe D O - Y O U ? [color your hair]: i used to [habla espanol]: back in high school H A V E - Y O U ? // D O - Y O U ? / / A R E - Y O U ? [smoke]: Hell No [obsessive]: used to be about Friends..lol [could you live without the computer?]: nope [how many peeps are on you buddylist?]: 200..i always have to delete someone when i want to add new peeps [what's your favorite food?]: tortilla chips and salsa [whats your favorite fruit?]: Blueberries, raspberries [which hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional pain... [trust others way too easily?]: No F I N A L - Q U E S T I O N S ? [i want]: Him [i wish]: I had money [i love]: going skating [i miss]: the way things used to be [i fear]: being alone [i hear]: Law And Order [i wonder]: About the future FIRSTS first real best friend: Kelly Shannon Cole first real memory: going to Boblo Island on my Grandpas boat first car: 99 Gold Sunfire first date: good god..i don't even remember first real break-up: Mark Script in like 7th grade first job: Paper route first screen name: JnB4evr1 first self-purchased album: prolly ace of base first funeral: my great grandpas first pet: Sam my 18 yr old Samyoid first piercing: Ears when i was 8 months first big trip: Milwalkee, Wis for a precision sk8ing competition first music you remember hearing in your house: oldies LASTS last cigarette: NEVer last car ride: last night last good cry: couple weeks ago last libary book checked out: stuff for my english papers last movie seen: Malevolence last swear word uttered: who knows...i say them all last beverage drank: orange juice last food consumed: banana last crush: ... :-) last phone call: Joe about an hour ago last tv show watched: I love the 90's last time showered: about to right now last shoes worn: my nikes last cd played: my heffalump mix...lol last item bought: A new sk8ing dress last annoyance: my brother last disappointment: work... last time wanting to die: yesterday cuz being really sick sucks last time scolded: yesterday from my mom last shirt worn: my black/white addidas exercise top last webpage visited: my livejournal friends where i stole this from candi who stole it from meghan Current Mood: cold Current Music: Don't Walk Away ~ Pat Benetar (And Ducks)
Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
12:38 am	... Shae, your puppy is adorable. Call me I want to talk to you! Miss you babe!....:-( Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... delicious Your hugs are... warm Your eyes... burn into my heart Your touch is... awakening my heart Your smell is... exotic Your smile is... amazing Your love is... unique Quiz created with MemeGen! We'll see................................ <3 Amber <3 Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Behind These Hazel Eyes (2 Beavers | And Ducks)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
4:52 pm	some say good love...is like a fine wine...it keeps getting better as days go by.... Your Erotic LJ dream by <a *thought that was funny...... lata, Amber (And Ducks)
Sunday, September 5th, 2004
11:58 pm	Brand New Beginning.... wow! I'm back! I started school on last Thursday. I think this is going to be a rough semester. I only go Tues and Thurs which is good. Staying at home this year hopefully won't be that bad. I still miss my village gurls! Here's my schedule: 930-1045 ~ Art History 2 11-1150 ~ Modern Dance....i am not gonna do well... 1230-145 ~ Astronomy 2-315 ~ Journalism and Business Communication online. Yep Dance and Journalism are going to kill me. Too bad i have to take both. So much has happened to me since the last time i wrote; it's crazy. I now am teaching basic skills for skating (I get $14 an hour) whoo! Summer was pretty good i suppose. I saw Heart with Steph and I took my mom to see Gloria Estefan last Tuesday....That was an amazing concert! Besides that, i pretty much worked my two jobs and that's it. I took the summer off from sk8ing, prolly not the best idea but whatever. Working at the theatre has kinda been crazy...but i still <3 that place! I have so much on my mind right now that it's really ridiculous. I so much wish that I could have something in my life right now. But unfortunately I prolly never will, and it's literally killing me. Much thanks go out to K8, Alena and Steph for listening to me talk about it. It's driving me crazy. *"But I want you to know... If I could fly I'd pick you up I'd take you into the night And show you a love Like you've never seen - ever seen"* Anyway, that's all i got for now.... oh yea.....Ellen rocks! lata gata's ~Amber Current Mood: content Current Music: My Place ~ Nelly (5 Beavers | And Ducks)
Saturday, August 7th, 2004
11:40 pm	Hi everyone! Maybe I'll start writing in this again..... For now, that's all. <3 Amber (1 Beaver | And Ducks)
Friday, May 7th, 2004
9:52 am	Oh How The Years Go By I don't even know where to begin! I feel so empty now. Yesterday was an emotional day for me. Yes, it was the SERIES FINALE OF FRIENDS! So I got up at 7 to watch the TOday Show because they did a farewell thingy and the Rembrandts performed. Then from 5pm until 1:30 am I watched them say goodbye. My biggest goal was not to cry. At 8 pm NBC did this tribute to them where they showed clips of each of the 6 cast memebers, then more clips of games, and lovers. THen about 10 minutes left of it they announced the cast and they came out for one last time. And yes, this is where I started crying. I was like I can't do this. I don't want to say goodbye. My mom and K8 watched with me too. I know you are all thinking Amber you're such a big loser. But i don't care. This show and all of the cast members have imspired me so much. I'm not going to talk about this though. What I do want to say is that everytime I was pissed off, stressed out, hurt, all I had to do was throw in a tape of Friends and they just made it all better. This is the same for many other people too. We have lost 6 of our closest Friends and the cast members know this too. Not only was it very emotional for the rest of America, but for, Jennifer, Courteney, Lisa, Matt, Matthew, and David as well. I feel like i have lost a part of my life. And Like i said you all reading this can think what you like, I don't care. The Final Episode, I thought, honestly could have been so much better than what it was. But I think they did it like this to not want us to remember the final episode. They want us to remember all of the other great episodes, all of them that were happy, emotional, sad.....all of the stuff they have been through. That's what we will remember. We will also remember the end, them leaving their keys on the counter of Monica and Chandler's apartment. Remembering all of the fun they shared there. We will remember Chandler and Monica moving to the suburbs with 2 babies instead of 1, we will remember Joey and Phoebe getting their lives together, and finally we will remember that Ross and Rachel are together forever! I wanted to make myself a TOP 15 EPISODE LIST, so here it is: ***My favorites 1 ~ "The One Where They Go To Vegas" TIE 2 ~ "The One With The Football" 2 ~ "The One Where No One's Ready" 3 ~ "The One With The Embryos" 4 ~ "The One Where Ross Finds Out" 5 ~ "The One With All The Haste" 6 ~ "The One With Ross' Sandwich" 7 ~ "The One With The Routine" 8 ~ "The One With All The Resolutions" 9 ~ "The One Where Everyone Finds Out" 10 ~ "The One Where They're Up All Night" 11 ~ "The One With Joey's Big Break" 12 ~ "The One With Monica and Chandler's Wedding" 13 ~ "The One With Ross's Wedding (In London)" 14 ~ "The One With All The Cheesecakes" 15 ~ "The One With Unagi" Rachel and Monica Couldn't have said it better: Rachel ~ "I mean it's like the end of an era" Monica ~ "I know" Thank you FRIENDS for an amazing 10 years...for all the laughs, the one liners, the hugs, the Kisses, and all the emotional tears. There is so much more I could say.....The world has lost something truly amzing. There isn't a better chenmistry among anybody else except for these 6 Friends. Good Bye, <3 Amber Current Mood: discontent Current Music: With Or Without You ~ U2 (3 Beavers | And Ducks)
Friday, April 30th, 2004
12:09 am	Am I an angel Fallen from Heaven's Grace.... Well i haven't updated in like a week. I have been pretty busy with a lot of stuff going on. It's official, i am done with school for the summer. It's a great feeling; relief is exactly what i needed. I'm still sad about the whole apartment thing, but everything is going to be ok. Work has been great lately. There's so much new stuff going on that is for the best. I am really excited for the future. I have been working everyday since school got out. It's good cuz i really need the money so i can start saving. On Tuesday night we had the Wyandotte Figure Sk8ing Club (WFSC) banquet. Man it was pretty fun. I am now an official board member thanks to Mrs. CLark for nominating me. And I get to teach Basic Skills starting in the fall on Wednesdays and Saturdays. :-) They also said that the city might put the Yack's ice back up in July. How sweet would that be! Anyways.....now for the nearest and dearest. This may sound retarded, but I can't help it. ***As you all know how much of a FRIENDS fan I am, you all know that i am not handling the fact that next week is the FINAL EPISODE ever! Samantha we need help. Tonight was the 2nd to last show to air and I missed it because of softball practice. I Just got done watching the tape and at the end of the episode I started balling. It's like i couldn't control it. I don't know what is wrong with me. Next Thursday is going to be one of the saddest days in my life, seriously. Yes, I am a total loser. Samantha wants me to go out to Star Southfield with her to watch it on the big screen, but i don't know if i can handle it. I can't decide if i want to be with people or if i want to be by myself so that no one can see how much a freak i really am. And today while i was watching Will & Grace they showed a commercial for the last episode and the song in the backround was "MY IMMORTAL" of course they have to use a song that is already very emotional for me. :-( I need help. I'm sorry i just rambled on about that, but i needed to voice it. ~That's all, Amber Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Restless ~ Sara Evans (1 Beaver | And Ducks)
Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
12:10 am	avoiding studying...i stole this from dana... What is your full name: Amber Margaret Rostkowski Spell your first name backwards:: Rebma Date of birth:: Decemeber 30, 1983 Male or female:: female Astrological sign:: Capricorn Nicknames:: Tikki, Little Tikki/tikkster, margerine, butter, cheap whore, badass Height:: Rockin the 5'1'' bitches! Weight:: too much for my taste Hair color:: chestnut brown Eye color:: Bue/green Where were you born:: Oakwood Where do you reside now:: Wyandotte, Michigan Age:: 20 Screen names:: amberostikki, emotionalfiregrl...and my secret one E-mail addy:: easternbabe06@aol.com What does your screen name stand for:: the nickname Kelly gave me Pets:: My very favoritest MIDNIGHT! Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: 20 Piercings:: ears and belly button Tattoo's:: a chinese symbol that means beautiful w/a orange/pink hibiscus Shoe size:: 7 Righty or lefty:: lefty baby Wearing:: Pjs Hearing:: nothing but the sound of this gay ass computer Feeling:: very very sad Eating/drinking:: nothing Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff Have you ever been in love:: one would have hoped How many people have you said: only my close family How many people have you been in REAL love with:: didn't you just ask that How many people have you kissed:: 3 Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex:: yea..it was an accident...lol How many people have you dated:: 4 What do you look for in a guy/girl:: personality What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: eyes and smile What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: the ones that i shouldn't Do you have a crush right now:: don't get me started... If so who is it:: no one needs to know.... Do you believe in love at first sight:: Yes Do you remember your first love:: it wasn't really love Who is the first person you kissed:: Levi....ha those were the days... Do you believe in fate:: Yes Do you believe in soul mates:: Yes If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: hopefully Family Stuff How many siblings do you have:: 1 What are your siblings names:: Kris are your parents names:: Sheri and Marc and Ray of course How many siblings does your mother have:: 1, but we hate him How many siblings does your father have:: 4 Where are your parents from:: Mom from Ironwood and Dad from Allen Park Is your family close: my dad's side Does your family get together for holidays:: yes only my dad's side Do you have a drunk uncle:: no, but does my dad count...??? Any medical problems run through your family:: heart Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: No Do you have any nieces or nephews:: no Are your parents divorced:: fuck yes Do you have step parents:: No Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: i have Did some of your family come to America from another country:: Grandparents are from Poland and Germany Music Stuff What song do you swear was written about you or your life::???? there are too many What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: Hanson or Spice girls...but i still love them...hahaha What's the best cd you own:: right now my Shania UP cd...but that changes all the time...i go back and forth What song do you absolutely hate:: do i actually have to answer that...u all know... Do you sing in the shower:: i sing everything all the time What song reminds you of that special someone:: Forever and For Always Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs! Pink:: life is dancefloor, you are the music Aerosmith:: Dude looks like a lady Madonna:: I am a material girl and I am in a material world Korn:: I like boys Backstreet Boys:: I want it that way The Beatles:: Hello, hello Sublime:: No Clue J.Lo:: Let's get loud *Nsync:: if i wasn't a celebrity, would you be so nice to me? Limp Bizkit:: Nookie, so you can take that cookie and stick up ur yea... Stacie Orrico:: There's gotta be more to life.. Creed:: With arms wide open Britany Spears:: crazy, baby thinking of you keeps me up all night Good Charlotte:: lifestyles of the rich and the famous Christina Aguilera:: thanks for making me a fighter Eminem:: i'm slim shady, yea the real slim shady, all you other slim shadys just imitating...and so on... Kelly Clarkson:: some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this Kelly Osbourne:: Shut up! Mandy Moore:: have a little faith in me Eve:: so can't think right now Nelly:: if you wanna take a ride wit me Alicia Keys:: But you don't know my name Incubus:: drive Favorites Color:: pink, orange and red Food:: candy Song:: too many Show:: Friends, the nanny, golden girls School subject:: gym Band/singer/artist:: Celine, Shania, Sting Animal:: cat Outfit:: my abercrombie jeans, and roots sweatshirt Radio station:: 93.1 99.5 105.1 Movie:: Picture Perfect, Keeping the Faith, Miss Congeniality Pair of shoes:: my docs Cartoon:: Scooby Actor:: William Bradly Pitt, Matt LeBlanc, Mekhi Phifer Actress:: Jennifer Aniston, Courteney Cox, Sandra Bullock Potato chip:: Baked Lays Drink:: Sex on the Beach Soda:: Coke Holiday:: Christmas Perfume/cologne::Abercrombie 8, Breathless by victorias secret...many more Pizza topping::ham and pineapple Jello flavor:: what? Lunch meat:: turkey Card Game:: spit, spoons, gulf Video game:: i don't play anymore Website:: Livejournal.com Book:: ??? i don't have a favorite Computer game:: Sims Number:: 9 Cereal:: Lucky Charms Comedian:: Chris Kattaan Dessert:: my grandmas strawberry angel food cake Disney character:: Tigger Clothing store:: Express, Abercrombie, Bebe, Hollister, gap Past time:: Talking, Laughing, Driving, EATING Teacher:: Mr. Feger, Miss Bandy, and of course Mrs. Clark Childhood toy:: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Carnival game/ride:: the zipper Candy bar:: anything Magazine:: People, Glamour, US, In Touch Salad dressing:: italian Thing to do on the weekend:: Work Hot drink:: Cappachino Season:: Summer Sport to watch:: Skating, and hockey Person to talk to online:: Too many ppl Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits What color are your sheets:: the beach What color are your bedroom walls:: white Do you have posters on your wall:: of course If so of what:: Hollywood, Friends, beaches, mostly my fac celebs... Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: Yes How many pillows are on your bed::4 What do you normally sleep in:: sports bra and boxers Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:: my skating boxers and a camie.... What size bed do you have:: full Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: No Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: i wish Describe the last nightmare you had:: a terrorist attack,....it was freaky Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: yep my teddy bear and my Stitch How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: 2 Any unusual sleeping positions:: diagonal...i am a bed hogger. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling:: No Do you snore:: not that i know of How about drool:: occasionally...everyone does Do you have an alarm clock in your room:: Yes What color is the carpet in your room:: blue for the ocean What's under your bed:: magazines, random shit... This or that loser/wannabe:: definitely the big "L" Doughnuts/bagels:: Bagels Day/night:: depends Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: Wicked witch of the west Heaven/hell:: Heaven Make love/have sex:: both Coffee/tea:: Coffee Hamburgers/hotdogs:: hamburgers Rap/rock:: Rock Britney/Christina:: Britney Swiss cheese/american cheese:: Swiss Real World/Road Rules:: Real World Backstreet Boys/*Nsync:: BSB Silver/gold:: Silver Nike/Adidas:: both McDonalds/Taco Bell:: Micky D's Sweet/sour:: Sour Punk/emo:: eh?? Hot/cold:: Cold Winter/summer:: Summer Spring/fall:: Spring Operas/plays:: Plays Read/watch tv:: TV Cd's/tapes:: Does anyone even still have tapes? Dvd's/vhs:: DVD's Old/new:: New Shorts/skirts:: both Pink/red:: both Colored pictures/black and white photos:: both Meat/vegetables:: Vegetables Mexican food/chinese food:: Chinese Commercials/infomercials:: Commercials Scary movies/comedies:: Depends Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: Bikinis Sandals/tennis shoes:: sandals Dogs/cats:: cats Unicorns/fairies:: unicorns Water/land:: land Sugar/spice:: Sugar Black/white:: Black ribbons/bows:: Ribbons? Chicken/beef:: Chicken Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: Colored Cars/trucks:: cars Austin Powers/James Bond:: Austin Popcorn/pretzels:: Pretzels Hip/hop:: Bitch u can't have one w/out the other Passionate kiss/peck:: passionate WWE wrestling/ real wrestling:: neither Back rub/foot massage:: both Picture frames/photo albums:: Frames Pens/pencils:: Pens Have You Ever.... Mooned anyone:: yep Been on a diet:: Yes Been to a foreign country:: YES Broken a bone:: unfortunately Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: no Swear at a teacher:: yes, but she doesn't really count...Mrs. Clark Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages:: any what? Got in a fight:: Yes Dated a teacher:: no Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: almost Thought about killing your enemy:: actually yes Gone skinny dipping:: yes Met another gj member in the flesh:: WTF IS THAT?/ Told a little white lie:: who hasn't Told a secret you swore not to tell:: don't ever do it...it's very painful Stolen anything:: Yes when i was a youngin.... Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid:: of course...that's what i'm best at Been on TV:: yes for skating and in the audience for Regis and Kathy lee and Good Morning America Been on the radio:: No Been in a mosh pit:: Yes Been to a concert:: Yes Dated one of your best friends:: Not yet Loved someone so much it makes you cry:: i did cry, but it really wasn't love Deceived somebody close to you:: for a moment Broken the law:: Yes Been to a rodeo:: No Been on a talk show:: No Been on a game show:: No Been on an airplane:: Yes Got to ride on a firetruck:: yes Came close to dying:: maybe Cheated on a bf/gf:: No Gave someone a piggy back ride:: Yes Terrorized a babysitter:: not that i can remember Made a mud pie:: no Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff:: Yes Snuck out of the house at night:: Yes Been so drunk you don't remember your name:: actually yes Had an eating disorder:: yes Felt like you didn't belong:: Yes Felt like the 3rd wheel:: it sucks Smoked:: FUCK NO Done drugs:: No Been arrested:: No Had your tonsils removed:: No Gone to camp:: Yes Won a bet:: Yes Written a love letter:: who hasn't Gone out of your way to be with the one you love:: i tried Written a love poem:: yes Kissed in the rain:: :-( Slow danced with someone you love:: Yes Participated in an orgy:: in mine and shae's world...haha Faked an orgasm:: No Stolen a kiss:: no Asked a friend for relationship advice:: Yes Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: No, they wouldn't do that Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: does my cuz count...haha Gotten a speeding ticket:: No Done jail time:: No Had to wear a uniform to work:: Yes Won a trophy:: multiple for bowling, baseball and sk8ing for being the top competitor of the club...i got lots and lots of sk8ing medals too Thrown up in public:: yes Bowled a perfect game:: i wish best i did was 223 Failed/got held back:: No Got perfect attendance in grade school:: yes 3rd grade Roasted pumpkin seeds:: yuck Taken ballet/karate lessons:: yes for skating Attempted suicide:: no Cut yourself:: on accident Childhood Stuff Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes:: Barbies yes Did you own Treasure Trolls:: Yes Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210:: yes Did you play Simon Says:: Yes Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: No i hated that show Did you wet the bed:: no comment Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed:: not really Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: yes Were you shy:: yes Were you spoiled:: YES Were you abused:: No Did you go to the circus:: Yes Did you go to the zoo:: Yes Were you in a car accident:: yes Did you build snowmen:: Yes Did you cry when you scraped your knee:: no i like pain Were your older cousins mean to you:: no i am the oldest Did you think slinkies were cool:: yes Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: Of course they do where else would they live? Were you afraid of the dark:: sometimes Did you have slumber parties:: Yes Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: yep still do Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany:: my mom did it for me Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy:: Yes Randomness Do you believe in aliens:: sometimes Name three things that are next to your computer:: my mouse, gum and my a&d lotion for my tattoo Do you have any hidden talents:: of course Do you wish MTV would play music videos:: I guess If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be:: Comedy What would your movie star name be:: Amber Do you play any sports:: as of now, Sk8ing and softball What's the scariest movie you've ever seen:: The Ring What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently:: don't know..i like too many What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen:: Dumb & Dumberer or freddy got fingered Do you drive:: Yes What is your dream car:: Mitsubushi spyder eclise convertible in the dark red color Do you think your good looking:: yes and no Do others think you are good looking:: Yes Would you ever sky dive:: possibly Do you believe in Bigfoot:: No How many rooms do you have in your house:: 7 Are you afraid of roller coasters:: i love them Do you believe in God:: Yes Do you believe in Satan:: Yes Do you believe there is a heaven:: Yes Do you believe there is a hell:: Yes Do you own a pooltable:: No Do you have a pool:: No Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen:: yea myself. Do you like chocolate:: YES Who/what is on your 2004 calendar:: tropical beaches How many U.S. states have you been to:: 15 Ever wished on a shooting star:: Yes Best Halloween costume you ever wore:: the devil Do you carry any weapons on you:: no What is your weakness:: i talk too much...gossip is a weakness Name something you can't get enough of:: myself...lol just playing...i don;t know Describe yourself in 3 adjectives:: blonde, loser and retarded How many kids do you want to have:: heh Future daughters names:: Courteney Rose Future sons names:: Joshua, Dylan, Jacob, cody...too many What is your ideal way to die:: In my sleep How do you release stress:: yell, drive around, listen to music that releases the anger....like break things Do you consider yourself a trendy person:: hell yea...i am up on all fashion after all that was my original major.... Are you an artisitic person:: Yes Are you a realistic person?:: Yes Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off:: No Are you a strong person:: depends on what.... Are you a strong willed person:: Yes Who is the last person to e-mail you:: i hate email Who is the last person to IM you:: ray Do you hate chain e-mails:: Yes Are you a deep sleeper:: Not really Are you a good story teller:: ha yea right wow that was long....back to the books.... ~Amber (2 Beavers | And Ducks)
Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
10:50 pm	the sadness has taken over me.... I am really sad! I only have 2 more nights here in this beautiful apartment with my girls, Alena, K8 and Natalie. :-( I can't believe that it has been a whole year of school already. I just got here I don't wanna go. I'm gonna miss late night talks til 4 in the morn (hairy gorilla legs, you wanna touch my ass, I think i have a 3rd nipple). I'm gonna miss all the good advice we give each other about everything. I'm gonna miss going to the mall when we have nothing better to do. I'm gonna miss everything about this place. To my gurls: ALENA: Through this past year of living together we have grown so close. I love the fact that we share everything with each other. I love that we are there for each other. I love coming home and being able to talk to you about all my problems. We are the ones with all the problems. LOL. I love you for everything! You will always be my Cheap Whore! You and Nat are the only ones who can call me Ambi I'm keeping you close forever! :-) K8: We have been through a lot together this year. Some things that have not been so great. But even though we have our fights we still manage to find a way to get through it. I know we'll be close forever and I can't wait to move to NYC. I love you! NATALIE: You are my favoritest person ever!!! I love all the fun, stupid things we do. I know for a fact that you'll be in my life for a long time. I'm gonna miss you so much. We better be hanging this summer even though u live far away. I love you Natalie Marie Gazdag!  *this year has been more than amazing for me. You 3 have made it so easy for me even though my life is a complicated hell.I <3 all of you with my heart and soul.   <3 Much love, Amber <3 Current Mood: sad Current Music: No One Needs To Know Right Now ~ Shania (1 Beaver | And Ducks)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
1:16 am	so not studying for my 3 FINALS tomorrow.... 001) What time are you starting this? 1:09 002) Name? Amber 003) Date of birth? December 30,l 1983 004) Sex?: female 005) Height? 5'1" 006) Eye color? blue/green 007) Hair color? was chestnut brown, i need a touch-up 008) Location? right now? @ EMU 009) Where were you born? Dearborn, mi 010) Have you ever failed a grade? nope 011) If you have, what grade did you fail? 012) Do you have a crush on someone? not at the moment 013) Do you have a bf/gf? if only 014) If so, what is their name? -- 015) How long have you been together? -- 016) What are you wearing right now? EMU t-shirt and garfield pajama pants 017) Would you have sex before marriage? yep 018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? yes 020) Do you smoke? hell no 021) Do you drink? occasionally 022) Are you ghetto? nope 023) Are you a player? nope 024) What are your favorite colors? red, pink, orange, yellow 025) What is your favorite animal? Kittens 026) Do you have any birthmarks? yes 2 one on my neck and one on my hand 027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? yes by my brother 028) Who is your best friend? Kelly, K8, Shae 029) Have you ever beat someone up? yes my bro when when was smaller than me 030) Who do you talk to most on the phone? my friends 031) Have you ever been slapped? yep 032) Do you get online a lot? all the damn time 033) Are you shy or outgoing? a lil bit of both, depends on my mood 034) Do you shower? everyday 035) Do you hate school? who doesn't 036) Do you have a social life? not really thanks to my dad 037) How easily do you trust people? not very easily 038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends? yes...and it's the biggest mistake ever!!! 039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? hell yea 040) Would you ever sky dive? maybe 041) Do you like to dance? yea 068) Have you ever been out of state? many times 069) Do you like to travel? YES 070) Have been expelled from school? no 071) Have you ever been suspended from school? no 071) Do you want to get out of your hometown? YES NYC HERE I COME 072) Are you spoiled? I used to be 073) Are you a brat? of course 074) Have you ever been dumped? yes 075) Have you ever gotten high? sugar high 076) What's your favorite drink? orange pop 077) Do you like Snapple? it's ok 078) Do you drink a lot of water? I try to 079) What toothpaste do you use? i change all the time 080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? celly 081) Do you have a curfew? nope 082) Who do you look up to? my coach Sandy 083) Are you a role model? perhaps 084) Have you ever been to Six Flags? yes 085) What name brand do you wear the most? Epress 086) What kind of jewelry do you wear? my two fav rings 087) What do you have pierced? my ears and my belly button 088) What do you want pierced? my nose 089) Do you like taking pictures? yeah 090) Do you like getting your picture taken? always 091) Do you have a tan? kinda...from Florida still 092) Do you get annoyed easily? sometimes 093) Have you ever started a rumor? back in the day 094) Do you have your own phone/phone line? yea right 095) Do you have your own pool? no 096) Do you have any siblings? yes, 1 little brother Kristopher 097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers 098) Have you ever been played? yes 099) Have you ever played anyone? well.... 100) Do you get along with your parents? not my dad 102) How do you vent your anger? i piss and moan or i shut off from everyone and everything 103) Have you ever run away? from what? Yes, many things 104) Have you ever been fired from a job? no 105) Do you even have a job? Concession Supervisor @ MJR 106) Do you daydream a lot? yeah 107) Do you have a lot of exes? what constitutes a lot? 108) Do you run your mouth? enough to piss some people off 109) What do you want a tattoo of? a dolphin 110) What do you have a tattoo of? a chinese symbol that means Beautifual and an orange/pink hibiscus flower 111) What are your favorite flowers? pink/yellow rose and hisbiscus What happened to question 112? I have no idea 113) What does your most recent crush look like? FUCK 114) Have you ever been bitched out? yes 115) When was the last time you bitched someone out? not recently 116) Are you rude? i don't know 117) What was the last compliment you received? You are beautiful 118) Do you like getting dirty? yep 119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie? innie 120) Are you flexible? yep...my friend once told me a long time ago that i would be gr8 at sex.....hahah 121) What is your heritage? polish, german, french, sweden, czech 122) What is your lucky number? 9 123) What does your hair look like right now? complete shit 124) Could you ever be a vegetarian? YES 125) When was your last real heartbreak? about a month ago 126) Describe your looks? somedays i think i'm ugly, others, hey i'm doing alright, and sometimes i actually think i look good 127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? copperish red 128) Would you ever date someone younger than you? tried it and lets not go there.... 129) Would you ever date someone older than you? yes, but not like 10 years older 130) When was the last time you were drunk? christmas day...oops... 132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex? both 133) Have you ever given? well...i used to have a fear 134) Have you ever received? to a certain extent 135) Have you ever had an eating disorder? yes 136) Do you have one now? no 137) How many rings until you answer the phone? depends who it is 138) Have you ever been skinny-dipping? Yep 139) If yes, when was the last time? i don't remember 140) Do you look more like your mother or father? both 141) Do you cry a lot? yes 142) Do you ever cry to get your way? no 143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? i couldn't 144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone? "yeah" 145) Are you the romantic type? for the most part 146) Have you ever been chased by cops? nope 147) What do you like most about your body? my ass and sometimes my stomach when it's toned 148) What do you like least about your body? my feet and my nose 150) When was the last time you threw up? sometime this year 151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? just as long as it has a penis 152) What do the shoes you last wore look like? stupid black work shoes 153) Do you ever wear slutty clothes? yes 156) Have you ever fucked someone up? no 157) Have you ever been fucked up? not too fucked up 158) What color are your underwear right now? pink 159) What theme does your room have? tropical/hollywood 160) What size shoe do you wear? 7 161) What jewelry are you wearing now? my fav 2 rings and some earrings 162) What is your screen name on AIM? amberostikki 163) Would you pick a wedgie in public? depends on the intensity of the wedge 164) How are you feeling right now? pissed off 165) When was the last time you were at a party? woulda been last night....:-( 166) Have you ever given a lap dance? kinda 167) What do you sleep in? a bed 168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? yes 169) What is one of your bad qualities? too many to pick just one 170) What is one of your good qualities? you tell me 171) Would you marry for money? no 172) What do you drive? sebring convertible 173) Have you ever given or received roadhead? no 174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child? neither 175) What's does your journal username mean? that i'm a cali girl...or i want to be anyway.... 176) What's your favorite journal to read? the ones on my friends page 177) When was the last time you cried in school? never 178) Do you wear Chucks? i don't own any 179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy? yes 180) What time are you finishing this? 130...21 minutes Current Mood: aggravated (1 Beaver | And Ducks)
Sunday, April 18th, 2004
12:19 am	What's meant to be will always find a way...     hey all.  I've had a lot on mind lately and still do.  Well, i'm done with classes for the summer.  Just 5 finals and one presentation to do.  I am definitely not gonna do good on my music final....oh dear god i had no idea what I got both K8 and myself into when i signed us up for that class.  If i could do it over....i would not have taken it.  Our prof is not very good.  Anyway... So i worked 30 hours this week....whoo...that's the most i've worked since pam took over.  I hope it stays like this...i desperetly need money.  Anyway, I can't wait for the concession meetings.  There is so much stuff that we need to go over.  It's gonna be so awesome!  On Thursday night I brought Al up to visit Alena and the rest of us.  While i was sitting infront of his house waiting for him, this car pulled up next to me and just sat there.  I was like what the fuck, yea i know i'm parked on the wrong side of the street but deal with it.  Well right as Al came out....like 5 15 yr old boys jumperd outta the car....BUTT NAKED and decided they wanted to be funny....nothing like seeing a bunch of 15 yr old penises......what a highlight that was to my night.... Friday was such a beautiful day,......on the way home from Eastern....Al and I decided to put my top down....it was such a beautiful feeling....yay, i love warm weather.  I had the top down all day today too....and of course i had to let my mom drive it.  But hey.  Anyway, I went to work this morn with ray...it was such an easy day.  I like those.  I also wrote part of my last producing theatre project.  It's a Public Service and a radio announcement and a tv commerical.  It's pretty easy to do.  I feel bad cuz Alena wanted to have a party tonight up at the apartment to celebrate....and here i am being the "GOOD" girl studying.   I did that for a bit and as a reward i met Shae, Megan, Meri, Tony and Mikey up at the theatre to see Kill Bill....i gotta say from not seeing the first one....i had a good idea of what was going on.  It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.  Julie is back from vacation...yay!  i need to go study how to harmonize and write chords to songs....god damn it...if i only knew what the hell i was doing.....damn you music theory.  ~Lata fools, Amber~ Current Mood: numb Current Music: She's In Love With The Boy ~ Trisha Yearwood (And Ducks)