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Sunday, May 6th, 2007
7:42 pm
Wow, I have not written in this thing in forever!  And I actually stumbled upon it and most likely would not have written in this if it wasn't for looking at Jessica's page.  eh.

So school's done for the semester and it was fantastic. I did really well and am looking for a fantastic summer of crazy fun! I know I will be when I am playing with the jet skis and four wheelers. :-)

All for now!
Amber <3

Current Mood: anxious

(5 Beavers | And Ducks)

Saturday, April 30th, 2005
1:04 am
* Starting Time: 1:04 am
* Name : Amber Margaret Rostkowski
* Nicknames: tikki, Strawberry, Rusty, bitch, slut....etc.
* Star sign: Capricorn
* School: Eastern Michigan University
* Color of eyes: blue/green
* Hair color: dirty blonde
* Shoe size: 7
* Brothers/Sisters: Kristopher
* You live with: my mom and kris

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
* Missed school because it was raining: no
* Thrown someone in da bonfire?: DA bonfire? no
* Been in a car accident: yes
* Been hurt emotionally: Yes and it sucks!
* Kept a secret from everyone?: right now...ugh i am so sick of secrets
* Cried during a Movie: yea
* If so what film: recently, Million Dollar Baby
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: no
* Been on stage: yep
* Been sarcastic?: of course

* Shampoo: Anything that smells good
* Fav color: Pink/Orange
* Summer/Winter: Summer
* Cartoon Characters: South Park
* Drink: Orange pop
* Food: taco bell
* Movie: too many
* Ice cream: vanilla
* Subject: marketing
* Animal: cat
* Person: Sandra
---------------RIGHT NOW------------------
* Hair: Dark blonde and long
* Wearing: sweats
* Eating: nothing
* Drinking: nothing
* Thinking: "when will i get over this?"

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
* Cried: no
* Met someone new: no
* Cleaned your room: no
* Drove a car: ya
* Been ticked off?: ya

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
* Yourself: some days yes, others no
* Santa: no
* Toothfairy: no
* Angels: yes
* Elves: no
* Intelligent life in space: yes sir
* Ghosts: hell yes....

--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE----------------
* Do you have a soul mate?: maybe
* Do you have a boy/girl friend: :-( no
* Do you like anyone: yes
* Who have you known the longest: my mom
* The loudest: Definitely Tiff
* The shyest: Alena
* Who has seen you cry: pretty much everyone
* When have you cried the most: don't get me started
* What is the best feeling in the world?: knowing you are loved

* Silver or gold: silver
* Diamond or pearl: diamonds
* Sunset or sunrise: sunset
* Do you sleep with stuffed animals: my stitch
* Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured: my ankle
* Do you have any piercings?: ears and belly
* If yes, what?: i just said it.
* Rain, sun or snow?: sun
* How is the weather right now?: cold
* Who won't respond: alot
* Who will: i don't really care who
* ending time: 1:14

Current Mood: awake

(And Ducks)

Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
1:46 pm
[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I've run away from home.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[X] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[] I am for Bush.
[] I listen to political music.
[] I collect comic books.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I watch the news.
[X] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3
[X] I own something from Hot Topic
[] I love Disney Movies.
[X] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[X] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[] I love Spam.
[] I bake well.
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[X] I own something from Abercrombie.
[X] I have a job.
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[] I am in love with love.
[X] I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I am self conscious.
[X] I like to laugh.
[] I smoke a pack a day.
[] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[X] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I've been out of this country.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X]I am really ticklish.
[] I see a therapist.
[X] I love chocolate.
[X] I bite my nails.
[X] I am comfortable with being me.
[] I play video games.
[X] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] Gotten lost in your city.
[] Saw a shooting star
[X] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[X] I Had a serious Surgery
[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[X] I have Kissed a Stranger
[X] Hugged a stranger
[] Been in a fist fight
[] Been arrested
[X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] Made out in an elevator
[X] Swore at your parents
[X] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[X] Been in love
[X] Been to a casino
[] Been skydiving
[X] Broken a bone
[X] Skipped school
[X] Flashed someone
[] Saw a therapist
[X] Done the splits
[X] Played spin the bottle
[X] Gotten stitches
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[X] Bitten someone
[] Been to Niagara Falls
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[X] Kissed a member of the same sex
[] Crashed into a friend's car
[] Been to Japan
[X] Ridden in a taxi
[] Shoplifted
[] Been fired
[] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex-???
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[] Stole something from your job
[X] Gone on a blind date
[X] Lied to a friend
[X] Had a crush on a teacher
[] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[] Been to Europe
[] Slept with a co-worker
[] Been married
[] Gotten divorced
[] Had children
[X] Saw someone dying
[] Been to Africa
[X] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[X] Been to Canada
[] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[X] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[X] Thrown up in a bar
[] Eaten Sushi
[X] Been snowboarding
[] Been Skiing
[] Met someone in person from the internet
[] Been to a moto cross show
[] Lost a child
[X] Gone to college
[] Graduated college
[] Done hard drugs
[X] Taken painkillers
[]Had someone cheat on you
[X] Miss someone

Current Mood: crazy

(And Ducks)

Thursday, April 7th, 2005
12:25 am
(x) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
(x) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
(x) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
( ) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
(x) been high
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) saw a therapist
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
(x) driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
(x) been skiing/snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) fired a gun
(x) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

Current Mood: blank

(And Ducks)

Thursday, February 17th, 2005
2:23 pm
Well You're so close to me...but i feel so alone...
Hi everyone,

It's def been awhile. Things have been way crazy with my life lately.

I was suppossed to have jury duty today but, i didn't have to go. Unfortunately it will be rescheduled. I have a Sk8ing competition at Wyandotte on Saturday!...I'm kinda nervous since i haven't competed in 2 years. Everyone wish me luck!

Oscar Party is next weekend. I can't wait!....

That's all!

<3, Amber

Current Mood: dorky

(And Ducks)

2:16 pm
SIGN: Capricorn
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark blonde..i'm growing it out
EYE COLOR: Blue/green
PARENTS: Sheri and Marc
SIBLINGS: Kristopher
LIVE WITH: Mom and Kris


NUMBER: 4, 9, 1
COLOR: Red, Pink, Orange
DAY: fridays
SONG: right now it's Will You be the in the morning?
FOOD: Mexican
SEASON: Summer
SPORT: Figure Skating and Softball.
DRINK: Sex On The Beach
VEGGIE: Anything except Lima Beans


CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Cuddle more then make out but both are always fun


CRIED? Umm actually no...almost though
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah..2 pairs of pants, a pink zip up hoodie, a ring, a necklace and 2 pairs of earrings
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no, been up to the theatre though
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? does McDonald's count?
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yeah...but only to my cat

1. Greenday
2. hoobastank
3. 3 doors sown
4. match box 20
5. Swtichfoot
6. Blink 182
7. BNL
8. Third Eye Blind


1. Eat a bug? no
2. Bungee jump? yeah
3. Hang glide? no
4. Kill someone? tempted
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? been there
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
8. Parachute from a plane? possible
9. Walk on hot coals? maybe
10. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? I should be
13. Wear plaid with stripes? sure
14. IM a stranger: yeah
15. Sing karaoke? yeah done that
16. Get drunk off your ass? yeah
17. Shoplift? nope
18. Run a red light? done that
19. Star in a porn video? ha...hmmm
20. Dye your hair blue? sure
21. Be on Survivor? nope
22. Wear makeup in public? yep
23. NOT wear makeup in public? ok
24. Cheat on a test? no
25. Make someone cry? done it
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? done that
27. Kick a baby? No
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? yea
29. Cuss out a priest? no
30. Take a job as a janitor? sure
31. Stay up all through the night? yeah
32. Drink straight espresso? yeah

<3, Amber

(And Ducks)

2:02 pm
1) First Name Spelled Backwards: Remba
2) Middle Name Spelled Backwards: Teragram
3) Last Name Spelled Backwards: Ikswoktsor

Put it all together and you get: You're not stupid do it yourself ..
4) Your half birthday: June 30th
5) What type of milk do you drink? whatever's in the fridge
6) What is the most sentimental thing you own? My grandpa's blanket that's on my bed.
7) Have any imaginary friends? No.
8) When was the last time you brushed your teeth? This morning.
9) Do you listen to Christmas music in July? No
10) What is the first thing that comes to mind when I say January?: A new year.
11) May?: Mom's Birthday
12) November?: Thanksgiving
13) July?: Vacation
14) April?: School's out
15) February?: I hate valentines day
16) October?: Halloween
17) August?: Hot and sticky
18 ) March?: My Ice Show
19) December?: My birthday and Christmas!
20) June?: Summer
21) September? Back to school
21) What color is your blanket? Tropical...Palm Trees, the sand and ocean.
22) What was the last movie you bought? I don't know
23) Last CD you bought? Kelly Clarkson Breakaway
24) What radio station do you listen to? 99.5, 102.7, 93.1 95.5, 105.1, 93.9, 96.3, 100.3
25) Are you the only child, oldest child, middle child, or youngest child? Oldest.
26) If you do have brother(s) or sister(s) put them in alphabetical order, including yourself: Amber, Kris
27) Do you have anything on your bedroom walls? posters of everything
28 ) How many windows in your home? 15
29) How many pairs of shoes do you own? too many to count
30) What's the weirdest song title you've ever heard of? I have no clue
31) Whats the worst movie you've ever seen? Traffice and Supernova
32) Whats the worst CD you've ever listened to? Anything my brother owns
33) What US State would you NEVER want to visit? Kansas
34) What country would you NEVER want to visit? Iraq, Afghanistan
35) What is your least favorite color? Brown
36) What is your favorite flavor Fanta (the soda)? I like all
37) Do you have any scars? If so, tell me about them:too many to tell about
38 ) Do you know anybody in the Army, Navy, Marines, or any other group? yes, my cousin
39) What color goes good with Blue? White,Red, yellow
40) Green? Khaki
41) Gray? black.
42) Orange? Pink, black
43) Red? Black, white, blue
44) Yellow? Orange, Pink
45) Purple? Teal
46) What is your favorite character in 'Harry Potter'? I hate them all
47) 'Lord Of The Rings'? ""
48 ) 'Grease'? not picking
49) Have you ever seen 'Life Is Beautiful'? No.
50) What about 'Monsters Inc.'? Yes
51) Do you like Scooby Doo? Yes!
52) Describe your perfect place to live (imaginary or not): on the beach
53) Does your back hurt? umm yup.
54) Do you collect anything? do sk8ing medals count?
55) Have you ever been to camp? Which camp? Choir Camp, Sk8ing camp, summer camp
56) Do you have a car? If yes, do you call it anything? If so, what? Yes i have a Car and I no it doesn't have a name57) If you don't have a car, would you name it? No.
58 ) What is your perfect car? Sypder Eclipse Convertible
59) What family member are you clostest to? My mom
60) What family member do you wish you were closer to? My Uncle Mike
61) Do you concider pets as family? Yes.
62) Do you look at a calander daily? yeah
63) What is your least favorite holiday? Valentines if that counts

Make up your own quote: dont really have one in mind.
64) Do you like getting air-mail? no
65) Would you ever go on a cruise? yea
66) How many phones do you have in your home? 1 house 3 cells
67) Do you own or wear a watch? own yes...wear no
68 ) Do you wear any jewelry? yeah 2 rings i never take off and then my earrings and belly ring
69) Where do you wish you were right now? something i never will be able to do
70) With whom? hmmmm, not falling for it
71) Doing what? whatever i want
72) Have you ever had a sepia photo taken of you? yep
73) What is your least favorite WB movie? Warner Bros...not sure
74) Do you own any hats? Is yes, what kinds? baseball hats
75) Do you own anything that is older then you? my moms dress that i wore to the Oscars last year
76) How many hours of sleep did you get last night? about 10....yay!
77) Have you ever seen snow? yes and i hate it
78 ) Have you ever won a ribbon? Yes.
79) Do you save old birthday/christmas/whatever cards given to you? yea
80) How many clocks are in your home? 10
81) Ever been to Disneyland? Yes.
82) Ever been to Universal Studios? no
83) Ever seen the cockpit of an airplane? yup.
84) Ever made a movie? no.
85) Geometry or Algebra? I hate both
86) Poems or Short Stories? Poems.
87) AIM or MSN? AIM.
88 ) MSN or Yahoo? Yahoo
89) AIM or Yahoo? AIM
90) Windows or MAC? Windows
91) What is your least favorite number? dont have one
92) What was the last thing you said? prolly a swear word
93) What are you sitting on? a chair
94) Have you been outside today? nope
95) What have you done today? got up and went on the computer
96) Do you like apple or orange juice? both
97) Do you like cats or dogs more? cats
98 ) What is your most favorite reptile? lizards
99) Would you rather fish or hunt? Fish
100) Are you sleepy? not really

(And Ducks)

Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
11:47 pm
Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Favorite Color
Love of your life:rootchino
Best sex of your life:serinto33
Will make you come 1000 times:meggocov
Will break your heart:caligirl2002
Best Kisser:sweetstarky16
Best cuddler:emosoulchild
You secretly dream of:doppleganger
But this person dreams of you:asiatic7848
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:coldinoleum
Quiz created with MemeGen!

(And Ducks)

Friday, January 28th, 2005
7:00 pm
wow this is long......
==About You==
1) Name: Amber
2) Age: 21
3) Sex: female
4) D O B : 12 30 1983
5) Eye Color: blue/green
6) Hair Color: dark blonde
7) Tattoos or Piercings? yep, a chinese symbol and a flower...and and 7 piercings
8) Personality: pretty cool i guess...until you piss me off, then i'm a bitch
9) Gay Or Straight? straightness
10) Anything Else We Should Know About You? i'm a big KLUTZ
==Favorite Things==
11) Foods: tortilla chips and salsa
12) Drinks: orange pop
13) TV SHows: Friends, 7th Heaven, Joey, ER, Golden Girls, Full House and The Nanny
14) Movies: Miss Congeniality, Keeping the Faith...and so many more
15) Bands: Green Day,Brooks And Dunn, Lonestar, Rascal Flatts, etc
16) Singers: Celine, Cher, Shania, Martina, Sara Evans, Keith Urban, Toby Keith, Kenny Chesney...etc
17) Alcoholic Beverages: Sex on the Beach
18) Places to chill: my room, my car
19) People: Joe, Meri, Kelly, Shae, K8, Alena, Nat, All my cool work peeps
20) Songs: I Got A Feelin', Party for two, Don't Walk Away, I Got A Crush On You, and You're My Better Half

==Your Life==
21) Where were you born? Oakwood
22) Where do you wish you could live now? somewhere warm...but i am going to NYC
23) Anything in life you wish you could change? there are lots of things
24) How's your life going? eh...
25) Is your life fun or boring? drama
26) Any goals in life: to reach my goals
27) Newest goal you want to reach: to save my money
28) Person you want to hook up with before you die? that's a secret
29) How's your living arrangements? total shit
30) Are burritos better than tacos? depends

==Dumb Questions & Not So Dumb Questions==
31) Do you believe in a thing called love (if so, listen to the rhythm of the heart)yes
32) Most embarressing moment: so many to tell
33) Happiest moment: about a couple of months ago....i was very happy
34) Are you on a diet? i need to be
35) Do you like Oprah? no
36) Do you like Dr. Phil? don't watch it
37) Do you think Michael Jackson should be put in prison for life? yes
38) Did R. Kelly molest children? yes
39) Does Donald Trump need a new hair style? yep
40) First time you realized life is too short: my last birthday
41) Favorite relative(s): Uncle Mike
42) Bestest Friend: Joe, K8, Kelly, Shae
43) CD's or LP's? cds
44) Isn't this survey great? no

==Best Things==
45) Best Road Trip: to florida
46) Best Ride (car, plane, helicopter, etc.): plane
47) Best Fast Food: taco bell
48) Best time you ever had with a girl (for guys) or guy (for girls): hahaha...not spilling
==Worst Things==
49) Worst Road Trip: on the way down to alabama
50) Worst Ride: like what roller coasters....then it's the mean streak
51) Worst Fast Food: pizza hut
52) Worst time you have ever had with a girl (for boys) or guy (for girls):

==Have You Ever...==
53) Parachuted (if not do you want to?)gone parasailing
54) Ate Sushi? hell no
55) Listened to Led Zeppelin (if so, aren't they awesome!?) yes
56) Had a crush that the other person never found out about? yes
57) Slept in the nude? yes
58) Been rudely awakened (if so, how)? yes
59) Been shot (by gun of any kind)? does a nerf gun count?
60) Been thrown out of a window? how about through a door
61) Jumped out of a window? yes
62) Jumped off something very high? yes
63) Played laser tag? yes
64) Gotten a Brain Freeze so bad you felt like your head was going to explode? yes
65) Gotten annoyed by someone while driving? yes
66) Gone to a strip club? no
67) Gone somewhere tropical? Jamiaca and the bahamas
68) Watched A movie longer than 3 and a half hours? yes
69) Shop-lifted? no
70) Done drugs? no
71) Drank alcohol? yes
72) Been hit by a car? no

==Screennames and E-mails==
73) Best sn you ever had/have? elegantelapetite
74) Best Alias you ever had/have?
75) SN you want now: my old one back
76) E-mail address you'd like to have now:
77) Longest e-mail addy you've ever seen:none for all

==Clothes and Such==
78) Favorite Clothing Brand: Prada, Express, A & F, Hollister
79) Best place to shop for clothes? Express
80) Best shoe company: Aldo
81) Best place to shop for shoes? Aldo
82) Most expensive shoes you've ever bought? over a hundred
83) Like outfits to match or not? depends
84) Jock apparel or skater apparel more: jock
85) Do you mind if your clothes are dirty or have holes? yes
86) Like to wear chains or bling? no
87) What kind of clothes or shoes did you wish you have? MOre Prada, Dolce & Gabana, Seven, Dior, Juicy Couture...
==In The Future==
88) Do you want to get married? yes
89) Want to have kids? maybe
90) What do you want to be "when you grow up?" a singer
91) What is your most important goal you need to avoid? Don't screw anything up
92) Will you ever make a survey of your own? not a chance

==Stoopid Things To Get To Know You==
93) Shoe Size: 7
94) Hair Length: pretty long
95) Can you lift one eyebrow by itself? no
96) Double-Jointed? in some spots
97) Like Surveys? sometimes

98) What's a romantic thing you'd do for a girl/guy? anything
99) Does champagne add to the effect of a romantic evening? it might
100) Is cuddling, or sex more romantic to you? cuddling, guys last longer HA
101) Do you like to celebrate anniversaries in relationships? yep
102) Girls: Do you feel men should be treated like Princes (or whatever you wanna call em)? no
103) Candle-light dinner or snuggling up to a movie? both
104) Love or Crushes? love
105) Long-term or short-term? longterm

==What If...==
106) You were stranded on an island, who would you wanna be with? my best friend
107) You had to choose between giving up your girlfriend/boyfriend or your best friend? i couldn't do it
108) You were forced to do drugs or get your ass kicked?ass kicked
109) You could kiss any person(s), who would he/she/they be? its a secret..some of you know
110) You could talk with anyone (dead or alive)? my grandpa
111) You were elected President? first female
112) This life is only a dream? more lie a mightmare
113) There was no music? i would crawl in a hole and never come out
114) God and The Bible was a hoax? the world would have nothing to fight about
115) Your best friend turned out to be someone he really wasn't, would you still feel the same? no

==At The Movies...==
116) What kind of snacks and/or drinks do you like to get? pretzels/nachos candy and a drink
117) Where do you like to sit in the theater (front, back, very front, etc..)? back
118) Ever seen a movie in a theater alone (like NO ONE was in the theater)? just me and my friend
119) Ever cried in a movie? yea
120) Are any of these questions dumb so far, if so, which ones? no

==Get It On Da Floor==
121) Can You Dance (what styles)? lap dance, breakdance, modern dance
122) Wanna learn any kind of dancing? country
123) Know how to slow dance? of course
124) You have rhythm? ummm kinda
125) Do you like breakdancing (or at least watching it)? i like watching for the most part

==Night Or Day==
126) Is night or day better? day
127) Why? i like to see eveything
128) What do you like to do then? anything that is fun
129) Sleep good, or have trouble? both
130) You ever go out after curfew? i don't have a curfew

==Can You...==
131) Can you drive? yes
132) Can you sing? yes
133) Can you rap? not really
134) Can you draw? stick figures
135) Can you play poker? no
136) Can you tag (grafitti)? no
137) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no
138) Can you do a backflip? yes
139) Can you do a frontflip? yes
140) Can you skateboard? used to
141) Can you rollerblade? yes
142) Can you ice skate? i've been doin it since i was 6...
143) Can you pull your ears over your shouler like a contential soldier?no
144) Can you spell antidisistablishmentarism (oops just ruined that...)? yep just did the other day
145) Can you eat lots of food? yes

==You Can Go With This, Or You Can Go With That==
146) Beer or Soda? Pop
147) Cake or Ice Cream? cake
148) Go-Karts or Mopeds? go-karts
149) Stickers or Patches? Stickers
150) Snowboarding or Skiing? skiing
151) Ciggarettes or Gum? GUM
152) Mexican Food or Chinese Food? MEXICAN
153) Parties or Small Crowds? small crowds partying
154) Of Religious Belief or Athiest? lutheran
155) Didn't think this survey was gonna go this far? no

==Almost Done==
156) Did you take this survey all at once or in incriments? yes
157) Is this the longst survey you've ever taken? no
158) Boxers or Breifs? Boxers
159) Thongs or Panties? both, depends what u are wearing
160) Do you support gay marriage? i suppose, whatever makes you happy
161) Wierdest way you've ever fallen asleep? ive slept in some werid places
162) Longest you've ever stayed awake? prolly a day
163) Longest you've ever slept? 15 hours
164) Sleep with stuffed animals? yep me and stitch
165) Have any sort of rituals you do everyday? bathe lol

==Home Stretch!!!==
166) Whats your middle name? margaret
167) One thing you want to improve about yourself over the summer: get the bod i want

Current Mood: apathetic

(And Ducks)

3:28 pm
TH E - 4 1 1 *
[my name is]: Amber
[in the morning I am]: bitchy
[all i need is]: to be loved
[love is]: something everyone should experience
[if I could see one person right now]: hmmm....who knows the answer to this one?
[I'm afraid of]: getting hurt
[i dream about]: living a completely different life

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ?
[actually seen your crush naked]: No
[been in love]: thought so
[cried when someone died]: Yes
[drank alcohol]: yes
[lied]: who hasn't

W I T H - T H E - O P P O S I T E - S E X ?
[what do you notice first?]: Eyes, smile
[last person you slow danced with]: i have no idea...
[worst thing to say]: anything that hurts
[scruff or clean shaven]: Both
[tall or short]: as long as he's taller than me..i don't care

W H O ?
[makes you laugh the most?]: Joseph
[makes you smile]: Joe and....
[gives you a good funny feeling when you see them]: ...
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: depends on the situation

D O - Y O U - E V E R ?
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: no
[save aol/aim conversations]: i used to
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: yep

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ?
[fallen for your best friend]: nope
[been rejected]: yep
[rejected someone]: yep
[used someone]: no
[been cheated on]: Yep
[done something you regret]: Yes...

W H O - W A S - T H E - L A S T - P E R S O N ?
[you talked to]: Joe
[hugged]: Joe
[you instant messaged]: Mike
[you laughed with]: Joe
D O - Y O U ?
[color your hair]: i used to
[habla espanol]: back in high school

H A V E - Y O U ? // D O - Y O U ? / / A R E - Y O U ?
[smoke]: Hell No
[obsessive]: used to be about Friends..lol
[could you live without the computer?]: nope
[how many peeps are on you buddylist?]: 200..i always have to delete someone when i want to add new peeps
[what's your favorite food?]: tortilla chips and salsa
[whats your favorite fruit?]: Blueberries, raspberries
[which hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional pain...
[trust others way too easily?]: No

F I N A L - Q U E S T I O N S ?
[i want]: Him
[i wish]: I had money
[i love]: going skating
[i miss]: the way things used to be
[i fear]: being alone
[i hear]: Law And Order
[i wonder]: About the future

first real best friend: Kelly Shannon Cole
first real memory: going to Boblo Island on my Grandpas boat
first car: 99 Gold Sunfire
first date: good god..i don't even remember
first real break-up: Mark Script in like 7th grade
first job: Paper route
first screen name: JnB4evr1
first self-purchased album: prolly ace of base
first funeral: my great grandpas
first pet: Sam my 18 yr old Samyoid
first piercing: Ears when i was 8 months
first big trip: Milwalkee, Wis for a precision sk8ing competition
first music you remember hearing in your house: oldies

last cigarette: NEVer
last car ride: last night
last good cry: couple weeks ago
last libary book checked out: stuff for my english papers
last movie seen: Malevolence
last swear word uttered: who knows...i say them all
last beverage drank: orange juice
last food consumed: banana
last crush: ... :-)
last phone call: Joe about an hour ago
last tv show watched: I love the 90's
last time showered: about to right now
last shoes worn: my nikes
last cd played: my heffalump mix...lol
last item bought: A new sk8ing dress
last annoyance: my brother
last disappointment: work...
last time wanting to die: yesterday cuz being really sick sucks
last time scolded: yesterday from my mom
last shirt worn: my black/white addidas exercise top
last webpage visited: my livejournal friends where i stole this from candi who stole it from meghan

Current Mood: cold

(And Ducks)

Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
12:38 am
Shae, your puppy is adorable. Call me I want to talk to you! Miss you babe!....:-(

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...burn into my heart
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...unique
Quiz created with MemeGen!

We'll see................................

<3 Amber <3

Current Mood: annoyed

(2 Beavers | And Ducks)

Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
4:52 pm
some say good love...is like a fine wine...it keeps getting better as days go by....
Your Erotic LJ dream by <a *thought that was funny...... lata, Amber

(And Ducks)

Sunday, September 5th, 2004
11:58 pm
Brand New Beginning....
wow! I'm back!

I started school on last Thursday. I think this is going to be a rough semester. I only go Tues and Thurs which is good. Staying at home this year hopefully won't be that bad. I still miss my village gurls! Here's my schedule:

930-1045 ~ Art History 2
11-1150 ~ Modern Dance....i am not gonna do well...
1230-145 ~ Astronomy
2-315 ~ Journalism
and Business Communication online.

Yep Dance and Journalism are going to kill me. Too bad i have to take both.

So much has happened to me since the last time i wrote; it's crazy.

I now am teaching basic skills for skating (I get $14 an hour) whoo!

Summer was pretty good i suppose. I saw Heart with Steph and I took my mom to see Gloria Estefan last Tuesday....That was an amazing concert! Besides that, i pretty much worked my two jobs and that's it. I took the summer off from sk8ing, prolly not the best idea but whatever. Working at the theatre has kinda been crazy...but i still <3 that place!

I have so much on my mind right now that it's really ridiculous. I so much wish that I could have something in my life right now. But unfortunately I prolly never will, and it's literally killing me. Much thanks go out to K8, Alena and Steph for listening to me talk about it. It's driving me crazy.

*"But I want you to know...
If I could fly
I'd pick you up
I'd take you into the night
And show you a love
Like you've never seen - ever seen"*

Anyway, that's all i got for now....

oh yea.....Ellen rocks!

lata gata's


Current Mood: content

(3 Beavers | And Ducks)

Saturday, August 7th, 2004
11:40 pm
Hi everyone! Maybe I'll start writing in this again.....

For now, that's all.

<3 Amber

(1 Beaver | And Ducks)

Friday, May 7th, 2004
9:52 am
Oh How The Years Go By
I don't even know where to begin! I feel so empty now. Yesterday was an emotional day for me. Yes, it was the SERIES FINALE OF FRIENDS! So I got up at 7 to watch the TOday Show because they did a farewell thingy and the Rembrandts performed. Then from 5pm until 1:30 am I watched them say goodbye. My biggest goal was not to cry. At 8 pm NBC did this tribute to them where they showed clips of each of the 6 cast memebers, then more clips of games, and lovers. THen about 10 minutes left of it they announced the cast and they came out for one last time. And yes, this is where I started crying. I was like I can't do this. I don't want to say goodbye. My mom and K8 watched with me too. I know you are all thinking Amber you're such a big loser. But i don't care. This show and all of the cast members have imspired me so much. I'm not going to talk about this though. What I do want to say is that everytime I was pissed off, stressed out, hurt, all I had to do was throw in a tape of Friends and they just made it all better. This is the same for many other people too. We have lost 6 of our closest Friends and the cast members know this too. Not only was it very emotional for the rest of America, but for, Jennifer, Courteney, Lisa, Matt, Matthew, and David as well. I feel like i have lost a part of my life. And Like i said you all reading this can think what you like, I don't care.

The Final Episode, I thought, honestly could have been so much better than what it was. But I think they did it like this to not want us to remember the final episode. They want us to remember all of the other great episodes, all of them that were happy, emotional, sad.....all of the stuff they have been through. That's what we will remember. We will also remember the end, them leaving their keys on the counter of Monica and Chandler's apartment. Remembering all of the fun they shared there. We will remember Chandler and Monica moving to the suburbs with 2 babies instead of 1, we will remember Joey and Phoebe getting their lives together, and finally we will remember that Ross and Rachel are together forever!

I wanted to make myself a TOP 15 EPISODE LIST, so here it is:
***My favorites

1 ~ "The One Where They Go To Vegas"
TIE 2 ~ "The One With The Football"
2 ~ "The One Where No One's Ready"
3 ~ "The One With The Embryos"
4 ~ "The One Where Ross Finds Out"
5 ~ "The One With All The Haste"
6 ~ "The One With Ross' Sandwich"
7 ~ "The One With The Routine"
8 ~ "The One With All The Resolutions"
9 ~ "The One Where Everyone Finds Out"
10 ~ "The One Where They're Up All Night"
11 ~ "The One With Joey's Big Break"
12 ~ "The One With Monica and Chandler's Wedding"
13 ~ "The One With Ross's Wedding (In London)"
14 ~ "The One With All The Cheesecakes"
15 ~ "The One With Unagi"

Rachel and Monica Couldn't have said it better:
Rachel ~ "I mean it's like the end of an era"
Monica ~ "I know"

Thank you FRIENDS for an amazing 10 years...for all the laughs, the one liners, the hugs, the Kisses, and all the emotional tears. There is so much more I could say.....The world has lost something truly amzing. There isn't a better chenmistry among anybody else except for these 6 Friends.

Good Bye,

<3 Amber

Current Mood: discontent

(3 Beavers | And Ducks)

Friday, April 30th, 2004
12:09 am
Am I an angel Fallen from Heaven's Grace....
Well i haven't updated in like a week. I have been pretty busy with a lot of stuff going on. It's official, i am done with school for the summer. It's a great feeling; relief is exactly what i needed. I'm still sad about the whole apartment thing, but everything is going to be ok.

Work has been great lately. There's so much new stuff going on that is for the best. I am really excited for the future.

I have been working everyday since school got out. It's good cuz i really need the money so i can start saving.

On Tuesday night we had the Wyandotte Figure Sk8ing Club (WFSC) banquet. Man it was pretty fun. I am now an official board member thanks to Mrs. CLark for nominating me. And I get to teach Basic Skills starting in the fall on Wednesdays and Saturdays. :-) They also said that the city might put the Yack's ice back up in July. How sweet would that be!

Anyways.....now for the nearest and dearest. This may sound retarded, but I can't help it.
***As you all know how much of a FRIENDS fan I am, you all know that i am not handling the fact that next week is the FINAL EPISODE ever! Samantha we need help. Tonight was the 2nd to last show to air and I missed it because of softball practice. I Just got done watching the tape and at the end of the episode I started balling. It's like i couldn't control it. I don't know what is wrong with me. Next Thursday is going to be one of the saddest days in my life, seriously. Yes, I am a total loser. Samantha wants me to go out to Star Southfield with her to watch it on the big screen, but i don't know if i can handle it. I can't decide if i want to be with people or if i want to be by myself so that no one can see how much a freak i really am. And today while i was watching Will & Grace they showed a commercial for the last episode and the song in the backround was "MY IMMORTAL" of course they have to use a song that is already very emotional for me. :-( I need help.

I'm sorry i just rambled on about that, but i needed to voice it.

~That's all, Amber

Current Mood: lonely

(1 Beaver | And Ducks)

Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
12:10 am
avoiding studying...i stole this from dana...
What is your full name: Amber Margaret Rostkowski
Spell your first name backwards:: Rebma
Date of birth:: Decemeber 30, 1983
Male or female:: female
Astrological sign:: Capricorn
Nicknames:: Tikki, Little Tikki/tikkster, margerine, butter, cheap whore, badass
Height:: Rockin the 5'1'' bitches!
Weight:: too much for my taste
Hair color:: chestnut brown
Eye color:: Bue/green
Where were you born:: Oakwood
Where do you reside now:: Wyandotte, Michigan
Age:: 20
Screen names:: amberostikki, emotionalfiregrl...and my secret one
E-mail addy:: easternbabe06@aol.com
What does your screen name stand for:: the nickname Kelly gave me
Pets:: My very favoritest MIDNIGHT!
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: 20
Piercings:: ears and belly button
Tattoo's:: a chinese symbol that means beautiful w/a orange/pink hibiscus
Shoe size:: 7
Righty or lefty:: lefty baby
Wearing:: Pjs
Hearing:: nothing but the sound of this gay ass computer
Feeling:: very very sad
Eating/drinking:: nothing

Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love:: one would have hoped
How many people have you said: only my close family
How many people have you been in REAL love with:: didn't you just ask that
How many people have you kissed:: 3
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex:: yea..it was an accident...lol
How many people have you dated:: 4
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: personality
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: eyes and smile
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: the ones that i shouldn't
Do you have a crush right now:: don't get me started...
If so who is it:: no one needs to know....
Do you believe in love at first sight:: Yes
Do you remember your first love:: it wasn't really love
Who is the first person you kissed:: Levi....ha those were the days...
Do you believe in fate:: Yes
Do you believe in soul mates:: Yes
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: hopefully

Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have:: 1
What are your siblings names:: Kris
are your parents names:: Sheri and Marc and Ray of course
How many siblings does your mother have:: 1, but we hate him
How many siblings does your father have:: 4
Where are your parents from:: Mom from Ironwood and Dad from Allen Park
Is your family close: my dad's side
Does your family get together for holidays:: yes only my dad's side
Do you have a drunk uncle:: no, but does my dad count...???
Any medical problems run through your family:: heart
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: No
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: no
Are your parents divorced:: fuck yes
Do you have step parents:: No
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: i have
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: Grandparents are from Poland and Germany

Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::???? there are too many
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: Hanson or Spice girls...but i still love them...hahaha
What's the best cd you own:: right now my Shania UP cd...but that changes all the time...i go back and forth
What song do you absolutely hate:: do i actually have to answer that...u all know...
Do you sing in the shower:: i sing everything all the time
What song reminds you of that special someone:: Forever and For Always

Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink:: life is dancefloor, you are the music
Aerosmith:: Dude looks like a lady
Madonna:: I am a material girl and I am in a material world
Korn:: I like boys
Backstreet Boys:: I want it that way
The Beatles:: Hello, hello
Sublime:: No Clue
J.Lo:: Let's get loud
*Nsync:: if i wasn't a celebrity, would you be so nice to me?
Limp Bizkit:: Nookie, so you can take that cookie and stick up ur yea...
Stacie Orrico:: There's gotta be more to life..
Creed:: With arms wide open
Britany Spears:: crazy, baby thinking of you keeps me up all night
Good Charlotte:: lifestyles of the rich and the famous
Christina Aguilera:: thanks for making me a fighter
Eminem:: i'm slim shady, yea the real slim shady, all you other slim shadys just imitating...and so on...
Kelly Clarkson:: some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Kelly Osbourne:: Shut up!
Mandy Moore:: have a little faith in me
Eve:: so can't think right now
Nelly:: if you wanna take a ride wit me
Alicia Keys:: But you don't know my name
Incubus:: drive

Color:: pink, orange and red
Food:: candy
Song:: too many
Show:: Friends, the nanny, golden girls
School subject:: gym
Band/singer/artist:: Celine, Shania, Sting
Animal:: cat
Outfit:: my abercrombie jeans, and roots sweatshirt
Radio station:: 93.1 99.5 105.1
Movie:: Picture Perfect, Keeping the Faith, Miss Congeniality
Pair of shoes:: my docs
Cartoon:: Scooby
Actor:: William Bradly Pitt, Matt LeBlanc, Mekhi Phifer
Actress:: Jennifer Aniston, Courteney Cox, Sandra Bullock
Potato chip:: Baked Lays
Drink:: Sex on the Beach
Soda:: Coke
Holiday:: Christmas
Perfume/cologne::Abercrombie 8, Breathless by victorias secret...many more
Pizza topping::ham and pineapple
Jello flavor:: what?
Lunch meat:: turkey
Card Game:: spit, spoons, gulf
Video game:: i don't play anymore
Website:: Livejournal.com
Book:: ??? i don't have a favorite
Computer game:: Sims
Number:: 9
Cereal:: Lucky Charms
Comedian:: Chris Kattaan
Dessert:: my grandmas strawberry angel food cake
Disney character:: Tigger
Clothing store:: Express, Abercrombie, Bebe, Hollister, gap
Past time:: Talking, Laughing, Driving, EATING
Teacher:: Mr. Feger, Miss Bandy, and of course Mrs. Clark
Childhood toy:: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Carnival game/ride:: the zipper
Candy bar:: anything
Magazine:: People, Glamour, US, In Touch
Salad dressing:: italian
Thing to do on the weekend:: Work
Hot drink:: Cappachino
Season:: Summer
Sport to watch:: Skating, and hockey
Person to talk to online:: Too many ppl

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets:: the beach
What color are your bedroom walls:: white
Do you have posters on your wall:: of course
If so of what:: Hollywood, Friends, beaches, mostly my fac celebs...
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: Yes
How many pillows are on your bed::4
What do you normally sleep in:: sports bra and boxers
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:: my skating boxers and a camie....
What size bed do you have:: full
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: No
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: i wish
Describe the last nightmare you had:: a terrorist attack,....it was freaky
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: yep my teddy bear and my Stitch
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: 2
Any unusual sleeping positions:: diagonal...i am a bed hogger.
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling:: No
Do you snore:: not that i know of
How about drool:: occasionally...everyone does
Do you have an alarm clock in your room:: Yes
What color is the carpet in your room:: blue for the ocean
What's under your bed:: magazines, random shit...

This or that
loser/wannabe:: definitely the big "L"
Doughnuts/bagels:: Bagels
Day/night:: depends
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: Wicked witch of the west
Heaven/hell:: Heaven
Make love/have sex:: both
Coffee/tea:: Coffee
Hamburgers/hotdogs:: hamburgers
Rap/rock:: Rock
Britney/Christina:: Britney
Swiss cheese/american cheese:: Swiss
Real World/Road Rules:: Real World
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync:: BSB
Silver/gold:: Silver
Nike/Adidas:: both
McDonalds/Taco Bell:: Micky D's
Sweet/sour:: Sour
Punk/emo:: eh??
Hot/cold:: Cold
Winter/summer:: Summer
Spring/fall:: Spring
Operas/plays:: Plays
Read/watch tv:: TV
Cd's/tapes:: Does anyone even still have tapes?
Dvd's/vhs:: DVD's
Old/new:: New
Shorts/skirts:: both
Pink/red:: both
Colored pictures/black and white photos:: both
Meat/vegetables:: Vegetables
Mexican food/chinese food:: Chinese
Commercials/infomercials:: Commercials
Scary movies/comedies:: Depends
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: Bikinis
Sandals/tennis shoes:: sandals
Dogs/cats:: cats
Unicorns/fairies:: unicorns
Water/land:: land
Sugar/spice:: Sugar
Black/white:: Black
ribbons/bows:: Ribbons?
Chicken/beef:: Chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: Colored
Cars/trucks:: cars
Austin Powers/James Bond:: Austin
Popcorn/pretzels:: Pretzels
Hip/hop:: Bitch u can't have one w/out the other
Passionate kiss/peck:: passionate
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling:: neither
Back rub/foot massage:: both
Picture frames/photo albums:: Frames
Pens/pencils:: Pens

Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone:: yep
Been on a diet:: Yes
Been to a foreign country:: YES
Broken a bone:: unfortunately
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: no
Swear at a teacher:: yes, but she doesn't really count...Mrs. Clark
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages:: any what?
Got in a fight:: Yes
Dated a teacher:: no
Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: almost
Thought about killing your enemy:: actually yes
Gone skinny dipping:: yes
Met another gj member in the flesh:: WTF IS THAT?/
Told a little white lie:: who hasn't
Told a secret you swore not to tell:: don't ever do it...it's very painful
Stolen anything:: Yes when i was a youngin....
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid:: of course...that's what i'm best at
Been on TV:: yes for skating and in the audience for Regis and Kathy lee and Good Morning America
Been on the radio:: No
Been in a mosh pit:: Yes
Been to a concert:: Yes
Dated one of your best friends:: Not yet
Loved someone so much it makes you cry:: i did cry, but it really wasn't love
Deceived somebody close to you:: for a moment
Broken the law:: Yes
Been to a rodeo:: No
Been on a talk show:: No
Been on a game show:: No
Been on an airplane:: Yes
Got to ride on a firetruck:: yes
Came close to dying:: maybe
Cheated on a bf/gf:: No
Gave someone a piggy back ride:: Yes
Terrorized a babysitter:: not that i can remember
Made a mud pie:: no
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff:: Yes
Snuck out of the house at night:: Yes
Been so drunk you don't remember your name:: actually yes
Had an eating disorder:: yes
Felt like you didn't belong:: Yes
Felt like the 3rd wheel:: it sucks
Smoked:: FUCK NO
Done drugs:: No
Been arrested:: No
Had your tonsils removed:: No
Gone to camp:: Yes
Won a bet:: Yes
Written a love letter:: who hasn't
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love:: i tried
Written a love poem:: yes
Kissed in the rain:: :-(
Slow danced with someone you love:: Yes
Participated in an orgy:: in mine and shae's world...haha
Faked an orgasm:: No
Stolen a kiss:: no
Asked a friend for relationship advice:: Yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: No, they wouldn't do that
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: does my cuz count...haha
Gotten a speeding ticket:: No
Done jail time:: No
Had to wear a uniform to work:: Yes
Won a trophy:: multiple for bowling, baseball and sk8ing for being the top competitor of the club...i got lots and lots of sk8ing medals too
Thrown up in public:: yes
Bowled a perfect game:: i wish best i did was 223
Failed/got held back:: No
Got perfect attendance in grade school:: yes 3rd grade
Roasted pumpkin seeds:: yuck
Taken ballet/karate lessons:: yes for skating
Attempted suicide:: no
Cut yourself:: on accident

Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes:: Barbies yes
Did you own Treasure Trolls:: Yes
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210:: yes
Did you play Simon Says:: Yes
Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: No i hated that show
Did you wet the bed:: no comment
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed:: not really
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: yes
Were you shy:: yes
Were you spoiled:: YES
Were you abused:: No
Did you go to the circus:: Yes
Did you go to the zoo:: Yes
Were you in a car accident:: yes
Did you build snowmen:: Yes
Did you cry when you scraped your knee:: no i like pain
Were your older cousins mean to you:: no i am the oldest
Did you think slinkies were cool:: yes
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: Of course they do where else would they live?
Were you afraid of the dark:: sometimes
Did you have slumber parties:: Yes
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: yep still do
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany:: my mom did it for me
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy:: Yes

Do you believe in aliens:: sometimes
Name three things that are next to your computer:: my mouse, gum and my a&d lotion for my tattoo
Do you have any hidden talents:: of course
Do you wish MTV would play music videos:: I guess
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be:: Comedy
What would your movie star name be:: Amber
Do you play any sports:: as of now, Sk8ing and softball
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen:: The Ring
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently:: don't know..i like too many
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen:: Dumb & Dumberer or freddy got fingered
Do you drive:: Yes
What is your dream car:: Mitsubushi spyder eclise convertible in the dark red color
Do you think your good looking:: yes and no
Do others think you are good looking:: Yes
Would you ever sky dive:: possibly
Do you believe in Bigfoot:: No
How many rooms do you have in your house:: 7
Are you afraid of roller coasters:: i love them
Do you believe in God:: Yes
Do you believe in Satan:: Yes
Do you believe there is a heaven:: Yes
Do you believe there is a hell:: Yes
Do you own a pooltable:: No
Do you have a pool:: No
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen:: yea myself.
Do you like chocolate:: YES
Who/what is on your 2004 calendar:: tropical beaches
How many U.S. states have you been to:: 15
Ever wished on a shooting star:: Yes
Best Halloween costume you ever wore:: the devil
Do you carry any weapons on you:: no
What is your weakness:: i talk too much...gossip is a weakness
Name something you can't get enough of:: myself...lol just playing...i don;t know
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives:: blonde, loser and retarded
How many kids do you want to have:: heh
Future daughters names:: Courteney Rose
Future sons names:: Joshua, Dylan, Jacob, cody...too many
What is your ideal way to die:: In my sleep
How do you release stress:: yell, drive around, listen to music that releases the anger....like break things
Do you consider yourself a trendy person:: hell yea...i am up on all fashion after all that was my original major....
Are you an artisitic person:: Yes
Are you a realistic person?:: Yes
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off:: No
Are you a strong person:: depends on what....
Are you a strong willed person:: Yes
Who is the last person to e-mail you:: i hate email
Who is the last person to IM you:: ray
Do you hate chain e-mails:: Yes
Are you a deep sleeper:: Not really
Are you a good story teller:: ha yea right

wow that was long....back to the books....


(2 Beavers | And Ducks)

Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
10:50 pm
the sadness has taken over me....

I am really sad! I only have 2 more nights here in this beautiful apartment with my girls, Alena, K8 and Natalie. :-( I can't believe that it has been a whole year of school already. I just got here I don't wanna go. I'm gonna miss late night talks til 4 in the morn (hairy gorilla legs, you wanna touch my ass, I think i have a 3rd nipple). I'm gonna miss all the good advice we give each other about everything. I'm gonna miss going to the mall when we have nothing better to do. I'm gonna miss everything about this place.

To my gurls:

ALENA: Through this past year of living together we have grown so close. I love the fact that we share everything with each other. I love that we are there for each other. I love coming home and being able to talk to you about all my problems. We are the ones with all the problems. LOL. I love you for everything! You will always be my Cheap Whore! You and Nat are the only ones who can call me Ambi I'm keeping you close forever! :-)

K8: We have been through a lot together this year. Some things that have not been so great. But even though we have our fights we still manage to find a way to get through it. I know we'll be close forever and I can't wait to move to NYC. I love you!

NATALIE: You are my favoritest person ever!!! I love all the fun, stupid things we do. I know for a fact that you'll be in my life for a long time. I'm gonna miss you so much. We better be hanging this summer even though u live far away. I love you Natalie Marie Gazdag!

 *this year has been more than amazing for me. You 3 have made it so easy for me even though my life is a complicated hell.I <3 all of you with my heart and soul.


<3 Much love, Amber <3

Current Mood: sad

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Monday, April 19th, 2004
1:16 am
so not studying for my 3 FINALS tomorrow....
001) What time are you starting this? 1:09
002) Name? Amber
003) Date of birth? December 30,l 1983
004) Sex?: female
005) Height? 5'1"
006) Eye color? blue/green
007) Hair color? was chestnut brown, i need a touch-up
008) Location? right now? @ EMU
009) Where were you born? Dearborn, mi
010) Have you ever failed a grade? nope
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?
012) Do you have a crush on someone? not at the moment
013) Do you have a bf/gf? if only
014) If so, what is their name? --
015) How long have you been together? --
016) What are you wearing right now? EMU t-shirt and garfield pajama pants
017) Would you have sex before marriage? yep
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? yes
020) Do you smoke? hell no
021) Do you drink? occasionally
022) Are you ghetto? nope
023) Are you a player? nope
024) What are your favorite colors? red, pink, orange, yellow
025) What is your favorite animal? Kittens
026) Do you have any birthmarks? yes 2 one on my neck and one on my hand
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? yes by my brother
028) Who is your best friend? Kelly, K8, Shae
029) Have you ever beat someone up? yes my bro when when was smaller than me
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone? my friends
031) Have you ever been slapped? yep
032) Do you get online a lot? all the damn time
033) Are you shy or outgoing? a lil bit of both, depends on my mood
034) Do you shower? everyday
035) Do you hate school? who doesn't
036) Do you have a social life? not really thanks to my dad
037) How easily do you trust people? not very easily
038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends? yes...and it's the biggest mistake ever!!!
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? hell yea
040) Would you ever sky dive? maybe
041) Do you like to dance? yea
068) Have you ever been out of state? many times
069) Do you like to travel? YES
070) Have been expelled from school? no
071) Have you ever been suspended from school? no
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown? YES NYC HERE I COME
072) Are you spoiled? I used to be
073) Are you a brat? of course
074) Have you ever been dumped? yes
075) Have you ever gotten high? sugar high
076) What's your favorite drink? orange pop
077) Do you like Snapple? it's ok
078) Do you drink a lot of water? I try to
079) What toothpaste do you use? i change all the time
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? celly
081) Do you have a curfew? nope
082) Who do you look up to? my coach Sandy
083) Are you a role model? perhaps
084) Have you ever been to Six Flags? yes
085) What name brand do you wear the most? Epress
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear? my two fav rings
087) What do you have pierced? my ears and my belly button
088) What do you want pierced? my nose
089) Do you like taking pictures? yeah
090) Do you like getting your picture taken? always
091) Do you have a tan? kinda...from Florida still
092) Do you get annoyed easily? sometimes
093) Have you ever started a rumor? back in the day
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line? yea right
095) Do you have your own pool? no
096) Do you have any siblings? yes, 1 little brother Kristopher
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers
098) Have you ever been played? yes
099) Have you ever played anyone? well....
100) Do you get along with your parents? not my dad
102) How do you vent your anger? i piss and moan or i shut off from everyone and everything
103) Have you ever run away? from what? Yes, many things
104) Have you ever been fired from a job? no
105) Do you even have a job? Concession Supervisor @ MJR
106) Do you daydream a lot? yeah
107) Do you have a lot of exes? what constitutes a lot?
108) Do you run your mouth? enough to piss some people off
109) What do you want a tattoo of? a dolphin
110) What do you have a tattoo of? a chinese symbol that means Beautifual and an orange/pink hibiscus flower
111) What are your favorite flowers? pink/yellow rose and hisbiscus
What happened to question 112? I have no idea
113) What does your most recent crush look like? FUCK
114) Have you ever been bitched out? yes
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out? not recently
116) Are you rude? i don't know
117) What was the last compliment you received? You are beautiful
118) Do you like getting dirty? yep
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie? innie
120) Are you flexible? yep...my friend once told me a long time ago that i would be gr8 at sex.....hahah
121) What is your heritage? polish, german, french, sweden, czech
122) What is your lucky number? 9
123) What does your hair look like right now? complete shit
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian? YES
125) When was your last real heartbreak? about a month ago
126) Describe your looks? somedays i think i'm ugly, others, hey i'm doing alright, and sometimes i actually think i look good
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? copperish red
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you? tried it and lets not go there....
129) Would you ever date someone older than you? yes, but not like 10 years older
130) When was the last time you were drunk? christmas day...oops...
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex? both
133) Have you ever given? well...i used to have a fear
134) Have you ever received? to a certain extent
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder? yes
136) Do you have one now? no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone? depends who it is
138) Have you ever been skinny-dipping? Yep
139) If yes, when was the last time? i don't remember
140) Do you look more like your mother or father? both
141) Do you cry a lot? yes
142) Do you ever cry to get your way? no
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? i couldn't
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone? "yeah"
145) Are you the romantic type? for the most part
146) Have you ever been chased by cops? nope
147) What do you like most about your body? my ass and sometimes my stomach when it's toned
148) What do you like least about your body? my feet and my nose
150) When was the last time you threw up? sometime this year
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? just as long as it has a penis
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like? stupid black work shoes
153) Do you ever wear slutty clothes? yes
156) Have you ever fucked someone up? no
157) Have you ever been fucked up? not too fucked up
158) What color are your underwear right now? pink
159) What theme does your room have? tropical/hollywood
160) What size shoe do you wear? 7
161) What jewelry are you wearing now? my fav 2 rings and some earrings
162) What is your screen name on AIM? amberostikki
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public? depends on the intensity of the wedge
164) How are you feeling right now? pissed off
165) When was the last time you were at a party? woulda been last night....:-(
166) Have you ever given a lap dance? kinda
167) What do you sleep in? a bed
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? yes
169) What is one of your bad qualities? too many to pick just one
170) What is one of your good qualities? you tell me
171) Would you marry for money? no
172) What do you drive? sebring convertible
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead? no
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child? neither
175) What's does your journal username mean? that i'm a cali girl...or i want to be anyway....
176) What's your favorite journal to read? the ones on my friends page
177) When was the last time you cried in school? never
178) Do you wear Chucks? i don't own any
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy? yes
180) What time are you finishing this? 130...21 minutes

Current Mood: aggravated

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Sunday, April 18th, 2004
12:19 am
What's meant to be will always find a way...
    hey all.  I've had a lot on mind lately and still do.  Well, i'm done with classes for the summer.  Just 5 finals and one presentation to do.  I am definitely not gonna do good on my music final....oh dear god i had no idea what I got both K8 and myself into when i signed us up for that class.  If i could do it over....i would not have taken it.  Our prof is not very good.  Anyway...

So i worked 30 hours this week....whoo...that's the most i've worked since pam took over.  I hope it stays like this...i desperetly need money.  Anyway, I can't wait for the concession meetings.  There is so much stuff that we need to go over.  It's gonna be so awesome! 

On Thursday night I brought Al up to visit Alena and the rest of us.  While i was sitting infront of his house waiting for him, this car pulled up next to me and just sat there.  I was like what the fuck, yea i know i'm parked on the wrong side of the street but deal with it.  Well right as Al came out....like 5 15 yr old boys jumperd outta the car....BUTT NAKED and decided they wanted to be funny....nothing like seeing a bunch of 15 yr old penises......what a highlight that was to my night....

Friday was such a beautiful day,......on the way home from Eastern....Al and I decided to put my top down....it was such a beautiful feeling....yay, i love warm weather.  I had the top down all day today too....and of course i had to let my mom drive it.  But hey. 

Anyway, I went to work this morn with ray...it was such an easy day.  I like those.  I also wrote part of my last producing theatre project.  It's a Public Service and a radio announcement and a tv commerical.  It's pretty easy to do.  I feel bad cuz Alena wanted to have a party tonight up at the apartment to celebrate....and here i am being the "GOOD" girl studying.   I did that for a bit and as a reward i met Shae, Megan, Meri, Tony and Mikey up at the theatre to see Kill Bill....i gotta say from not seeing the first one....i had a good idea of what was going on.  It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.  Julie is back from vacation...yay! 

i need to go study how to harmonize and write chords to songs....god damn it...if i only knew what the hell i was doing.....damn you music theory. 
~Lata fools, Amber~

Current Mood: numb

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